Blogging Mood!!

Towards the end of the Month of May..... I have the mood of blogging. Silly and does not make sense of feeling. Anyway.... the previous blog i wrote was really bad. as in feeling. Sorrow moments. Gheez..... how can i explain that. I was really upsad over some matters and there is still some inside me here sitting down and waiting for the next fall. Don't know when but soon i guest. Really have got no idea what those all about.

Back in to the reality of my life. Here the story goes. Like a rollercoaster which i have never expect myself in to this trouble. Wonder.... Sometimes whatever he place me through really makes me a stronger person in a way. I have not been very well for the past two weeks as the matter of fact my parents is in overseas, and grandma admitted and me myself was down with some personal problem. Thank God ..... he answered most my prayer and sometimes I really do feel he shelter me with a lot of love and watch me from far apart.

So practically.... for that two weeks..... Travelling will be no.1 in list. Despite not really well have got to travel to see grandma few times. go to school three days and then resting at Dar's place cause i have abdominal pain. Gasteristis. Normal problem for miss sue.

Back in school. everyone asking how i am feeling. and i really feels that they worried for me very much. Tell you guys more soonest..... have to run!! Gareth is in the class!!!

Bye......

Hey May day!!

Friends.... Yea PY is alive very much. too many things is happening and sometimes wonder a lot of those W.H question is all about the 4W and 1H thing.... Is May and is the ending of May! Woo hoo.... The year really rushes by and I am finishing my term 2 and going to term 3 and that is for my first year. I still have another year to complete my Diploma and than pursue in Degree.

Will i be here? Or will i be in somewhere else. I really do not know three years down the road from now. I have big dreams as well as a Great Lover. I do not know what can i have. Will i have them both? I am not going any younger but i will only plus 1 every year.

Besides, decision of mine that i have made do makes me regret at times. I question myself hard each time but there isn't any answer i regain from it. Too much is inside me that not many would know what i have and wanted. Sorrow and tears drippping from my heart each time..............

Big decision is in my hands at times. Why will have to make decision why will i have to choose this kind of road. There is winter, summer, spring and autumm but yet String attach to a country that have borneo. As i question, i accept it with fate i swallow and i learn slowly.

I grew up from being the most naiive girl on earth that you have not seen to a women that many thinks I am mature for my age. As there is high demand in my character i still stand there patiencely i learn each moment and grow up. Breaking down in tears in helpless moment but there is more than just tears i am actually dripping.

What is God trying to put me into at times....... I am wondering. Till the end i Cried and weil and i still have the string attach to borneo. I love borneo with my heart and soul of the purity left in me that i gave all to borneo. Towards each moment i wish i would be by his side all the time.

The emptiness i felt whenever i never with him is hard.

Meow Chu.... you know who you are.....

Love you Sweetheart!

Promises Fulfill!!!

Yesterday hubby saw my picture ... I send mms to him to send the kiss over. He asked me to sleep early. Yea i did... Have been in a sleepless night mood for many days! My face i have to place some make up before leaving for college... wonder how bad can that be!!

As he told me to sleep early i did. But i know he is in the bus at two! At 3.35 am i jump from my bed and make calls to my Hubby. I accompany him about 1 hour of conversation untill phone no battery.... hahaha!!!

I did not sleep back as i feel very awake!! I don't know!! I really thank God for everything now..... He was with me and place me Strength to stand there patiently and overcome the loneliness. I feel that you are always by my side! I just want to thank you for everything that you have make it possible!

You pick me up at the lowest point of my life and show me the Road with light again! Everything is fated. Thanks for keeping my hubby save at all time..... Thanks for everything!!

Baby... Having you back is Blessed!!

Awaits your homecoming...

Love you Sweety!!

What a Theorical Day!!!

In term one Wednesday is so much fun! After Mr.Lim's class i will just go straight back or most time i will be in the Pastry room with chef Karam Baking! Wink! But in Term 2 want to find time to snake around also cannot!! Sigh!! Today the official nightmare subject have started. Ghees!!! Accounts FIRST BLOODY thing in the morning.... and then Maths. Aiyo!!! See those subject really making me vomit!!

Anyway.... In the morning class started a bit later than usual as lecturer got a wrong timetable and went to a wrong class. The first class everyone just stare at the accounts class and no response to it. Lecturer finally give up and give us about 10-15 minutes to ran down to get something to bite. Instead of going down i pick up my phone and called hubby! I have a great morning phone conversation of all the days!! I miss him so much!

Class and lesson continue! OMG is so so bored that is horrible! I need hubby to help me with it! I am sucks in Accounts! Finally is over and then head of to Math and then we find it not as bad as we thought! Maths is rather fun to learn then that stupid accounts! But no matter how also i have to try to score the Accounts and Maths! Coming to this course i was more interested in cooking and baking rather than Maths!!! Aiyo!!!

So long i have break i will call hubby and speak to him! Today of all the time i ring him he is Driving..... hahahaha!!! Hopefully not in the night!! Need to Speak to him! He will have a very long day tomorrow morning when i am sleeping he is traveling!!! Praying for his Safe Journey! I love you Baby!!!


Is not my day today!!

I love you hubby!! miss you!! I really love you!!

Miss you ~

Baby always!!

Stupid F&B Lovely Kitchen and Pastry!!

My goodness to my knowing i do not know what wrong with me today!! It started in the morning preparation and so many things were not done. Is a service of F&B today! like a waitress in simple words. Okie Napkins Folding were done by me and Noel and then we Continue with Placing the Table Cloth and Set the table to serve guest.

When is time to serve I am just trainee so my job is to refill their drinks and water in the Glasses. To what i know I nearly Fall and pour the water over them. So Malu.... F&B why la!!?? hahaha!!! As to you all know I never help in F&B even they willing to pay me.

Bluek!

I rather stay in the Kitchen and Pastry do the Cooking and Baking. I find peace in there. Though the Aboyour will shout for food when the time is up! But i really like it in there! Why do i have to Do F&B. Sigh!!! Anyway i believe i can do better than this rubbish i have done today! Is absolute NONSENSE today some more is VIP!! Aiyo!!!! Anyway thanks to seniors who help me and teach me!!! I learned alot today!!

Finally met chef Karam!! Wink my smile is back!! Why cause anything to do with chef I am Glad and happy. I was asked by him to help on Friday for the VVIPS in Pastry Room..... Winnk!!! I wish i can stay in there more than i can ever be!!! I should have take Culinary instead!!! hahahah!!!

By the time i took all the three trains home is about 4.30 pm. Ring Hubby and talk awhile and then I reach home.... I cannot wait but to shower and sleep!! hahaha!!! Before dosing off i manage to hear my Hubby voice though he is driving.... and i manage to speak to Jen.... after so many months! She is back from Australia!! My leg want to break and i am so so tired like never tire before!!! aiyo!!!

To be honest with you all... Term 2 schedule is the Suckiest One of all! Tomorrow is wednesday and to what i know I will have these Subject every week!! WTF!!!! hahahah!! The Morning Subject is Accounts...... then carry on Math!! and don't know what !!! Is absolute Rubbish!!! ACCOUNTS AND MATHSSS!!! NIGHTMARE!!!!!!

That is all from me today!!

Hubby.... I miss you.... Thinking of you !!!!

I love you My Fei Chu!!!!!

Muacks!!!

Pei Yee!!

More Updates!!

Hubby design my hair!! hahaha!!! Love you sweety!!

Back From School.... First day of Term 2!

Is a blur day today though.... Wink! Thinking of someone who i just cannot get full attention today in class... Wonder what drugs and spell that have been place in me!! Wondering!! hahaha!! That must be the love spell i suppose!!

Anyway... class carry on. Thought... English class today we discuss our projects and outing and wonder.... Who shall i take in actually. Not to mention I am always with my gurls!! hahaha!! Connie And Vivienne you two always rock the world!!

After discussing about the Project and finally class is over!! For english!

I was told by my dad to wait till about four. But ended up about 5 only he arrive. But i was busy for tomorrow as well!! Hmmpp...... Was pick up by Lecturer to serve on Tuesday! 2nd term First day got pick up!! hhahaha!!! don't know to laugh or to somber here.!!

Meanwhile waiting for dad i was asked my Lecturer to check out the availability of the Mocktails and Wines. Wonder.!!!

Though i was busy but My Heart is very much in Bintulu with Hubby....

I miss you and hope you have the time to check out my blog to see what i am up to.

Missing someone like you .... I realize I love you more and more....

This is my Update!!! Love you hubby!! Probably miss me Yea.!! See our Private blog K!!

Love you!!