One door closed another door open.......

Welcome to September....

Since my last post, things were still pretty rough for me. As to this post I have understand the title.

I have invested much time and money to self-help books and it cost up to RM500 ringgit. In fact I have also done surveys, interview and test trying on Males. To my surprise I have all the answers.

I came a across this author she said meanwhile waiting for your soulmate to meet you, take that time to prepare, retreat and pamper yourself to the fullest. As i was wondering how true this can be, the next morning I have make a decision that I will just move on bit by bit and letting it go.

Promising myself that each time I can let go, I will praise myself by getting something to love myself even more. Yea is true, everyday pass and till a day i walk down the hall way, I bump in to Kumar, I continue walking and he thought I would stop, but I never, My heart and mind keep telling don't stop don't fall again.

I manage to convince myself to walk and to my surprise he walk back towards me and greeted me. I can see he is trying so hard to make this easier but I make it tough for him. He talk to me but I just spare a few Seconds and I turn and continue walking. I felt so good.

There is a point in the moment, I nearly wanted to go all the way down and confronted him and question him with all i have and also tell the entire world what kind of person he is. Thinking about it over and over again, does he worth me doing all this for him. Time, energy and planning. What do i get at the end of it. Till today there is a question for him that he have not answer me. No matter what someday i will need him to answer that question and i know it won't be too long to know them.

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One door shut and another door open, hmmm..... nice. Sanat a Johanian fella. Grad UTM and currently working for Schlumberger and soon will be posted to Norway, Oslo. Nice city and country.

When he was in Penang we chatted on FB. He said he will be in KL. He wants to meet. So happen I was about to go Bookfest, and I invited him along. I also got to know he is not interested in looking at books. Besides MJ books.

He shakes his right leg when he is nervous, habit while eating. hahahah.... And he brought me up to Genting for two hours and come down. Perfect.

Its been a great Friday and saturday weekend off..... and to what I know today monday, he needs to fly to Norway soon enough.

I am happy for him as there will be a up rising career guy. He requested me to follow him after the second date. But not for me. I have life in Malaysia and I love here. Like I always mention, I do not know what the future hold up for me but I know right now I have begin to find the journey and know many more people who is better than all the ex i had.

Potentially someone will have to be my bestfriend. Guide and tell me and reason things to me. hahahaha....

If there is fate we shall be back in each other arms no matter how and what the situation is. Burning the candle slowly. Perfectly like enjoying my life. Burning it too fast will only finish it fast. No thrill!! hahaha!!!

To now where i am standing, I thank Kumar, cause if not because of him I won't bother getting books, seeking answers, and knowing the reality of love and what Guys mind really are.

Sherry Argov you are the most wonderful lady. You save a simple soul who is out there living and looking for her love but in a way she do it is wrong. Now I know ... Guys and Boys.... there is Never a Men..... hahahahahaha

Ladies and Gentlemen, I am back on my two feet and Trust me..... I have no regrets of knowing this all and if you asked me to go back the cycle of it, the answer is Worth it!!!

I value myself as the mind, I know I have the ability of it. I have a lot to offer so it is Me who select which one I will like to offer.... Ladies Out there... Be a Bitch to Bait your Guy.... Trust me... No pain No Gain No Value. Your guy should learn to value you more and YOu are a Prize to him....