Friday, September 30, 2011

Selfishness of oneself

I have been thinking, why people will say i cannot do this, this cannot be done when there is nothing done up. I am not too sure myself.

Talking about project, as nothing been done up. Proposal is not given, and opportunity is out there to be taken but no one wants to do it. Some times I wonder, what will it be if the project turn out a big big Success. Will anyone in my team appreciate or is it i have been always living towards people expectation and that always make it not enough.

I am happy to work with a happy team that make smile and rather not work so much for a f**k up team. My heart is not anymore with school, or my class. I do not know is this a good thing or a bad thing, I have vision myself in 10 years down the road, what I want to achieve in my life. I do not know what the rest are thinking, day pass day or just matter of coming to school and have a fun event that failed and only for them to enjoy! I seriously Have no idea.

Lately I have think about a lot of events thing and some how i have ideas that keeps coming. I just want to have my own show some day! .....
I hope fate brings out the best of the best!!!

Anyway since San left, my phone less busy.. a bit not use to it but I will try and I am already starting to get used to it.. Single ladies show is on.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Weekend I love

Its been a wonderful week and I find that my weekend is mostly taken up. I began to understand what is the meaning of aura light up according to what you are up to. I feel bless in every move and moment that happen in my life.

Is never too hard to move on if we understand what are the situation that one is in and we acknowledge it and react to it slowly. It took me a cycle to understand what is true happiness come from. By me witnessing what susan and adam is having i don't think money can buy those happiness they have.

Nevertheless they are a working class parent which make every single day an ends meet for the survival of the family. Susan and Adam, you two are match make in Heaven.

I finally know what makes you take that decision and know what you really want in life. With the situation you are having, it used to make me think where you are going. I finally see what it called, One doors Closed another door will open.

I am happy that my time of being there makes you smile. You have grown so much in to a find young women who know and develop your dream family that you want. Happy to know that for you.

What exactly Guy Thinking......

Since I have been doing a lot of reading lately.... Hmmp... I did some interview with some friends and also ... interesting answer I found out.

What turns a guys on..... ?? After several interview I finally know that it is Attitude. Yes is true that Guys do look at figures and face and body... But I think they do look at Attitude and know whether or not you are interesting!! Wooopss!!

Guys also do tell me that they prefer lady to be in charge and have some standing for themselves. They like women to be in control at times and this is because there are times they have make so much decision and they just like to hear from point of view for some reason.

As for me and him... Hmm.... I do wish to see future, but I need to know and see and also he proof me wrong. I like that. He love to tease me... and he makes me smile so much that I never thought I could have this Happen.

My love wil only given to a person that really deserve my love. I hate being Played. But currently... I think he is rushing... Should take place and see...

My status is currently Dating..... I am not in a relationship! As there is no formality.... there is not Asking nothing. hhahahaha!!!

I am tradition lover!! Woopss!!!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

What is in a Guys Mind ?

To my knowing i find interest in helping many ladies, young innocent heart, and girls who are wondering why being nice girl is never be the apple in their eyes. Let me Draw this.

Nice Girl = Doormat Girl............. Alway on stanby mode, like the delivery man, no thrill, do everything and portray a needy feeling.

Guys = Game

Bitches (Mentally Challenging Girl )= Guys Dreamgirl.......

They are always playing war games, since young excitingly to combat and to win.

Guys are boys mainly, the ego is build in them since they were young. Is all about winning and they feel so proud.

In the analysis and observation, guys love girls that drop their gut. For Instance, Why you see Naughty Girls date Nerdy Guys and Nerdy Girl Date Naughty Boys, simply because they thrill one another. Guys have the set of mind of owning something. When he work easily to get something, it means nothing and no value. Easy Examples, If he work to get an Armani Suit for years, that Armani suit will remembered even if its old and crampy. If he wish for Suit for a long time, and after 7 years he receive it, it added value to suit. Cause it is something he wanted and focus on so long. Perfect! The longer the wait the more he appreciate. Perfect!

Research, interview and applications of theory. Come on peeps, this is real and is happening. To over come three relationship, and one player hmmmm.... Is not as easy as i thought.

In this post, Simply understand the basic draw lines of guys mind. In my next post, I will tell you more why guys react in a way.

These is a common problem with many girls like me myself. Have you ever wonder why you yourself being so nice yet no one appreciate, but Bitches who treat their guys fiercely....... Follow my blog... will guide you there... Is Absolutely Free!!!

Monday, September 5, 2011

One door closed another door open.......

Welcome to September....

Since my last post, things were still pretty rough for me. As to this post I have understand the title.

I have invested much time and money to self-help books and it cost up to RM500 ringgit. In fact I have also done surveys, interview and test trying on Males. To my surprise I have all the answers.

I came a across this author she said meanwhile waiting for your soulmate to meet you, take that time to prepare, retreat and pamper yourself to the fullest. As i was wondering how true this can be, the next morning I have make a decision that I will just move on bit by bit and letting it go.

Promising myself that each time I can let go, I will praise myself by getting something to love myself even more. Yea is true, everyday pass and till a day i walk down the hall way, I bump in to Kumar, I continue walking and he thought I would stop, but I never, My heart and mind keep telling don't stop don't fall again.

I manage to convince myself to walk and to my surprise he walk back towards me and greeted me. I can see he is trying so hard to make this easier but I make it tough for him. He talk to me but I just spare a few Seconds and I turn and continue walking. I felt so good.

There is a point in the moment, I nearly wanted to go all the way down and confronted him and question him with all i have and also tell the entire world what kind of person he is. Thinking about it over and over again, does he worth me doing all this for him. Time, energy and planning. What do i get at the end of it. Till today there is a question for him that he have not answer me. No matter what someday i will need him to answer that question and i know it won't be too long to know them.

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One door shut and another door open, hmmm..... nice. Sanat a Johanian fella. Grad UTM and currently working for Schlumberger and soon will be posted to Norway, Oslo. Nice city and country.

When he was in Penang we chatted on FB. He said he will be in KL. He wants to meet. So happen I was about to go Bookfest, and I invited him along. I also got to know he is not interested in looking at books. Besides MJ books.

He shakes his right leg when he is nervous, habit while eating. hahahah.... And he brought me up to Genting for two hours and come down. Perfect.

Its been a great Friday and saturday weekend off..... and to what I know today monday, he needs to fly to Norway soon enough.

I am happy for him as there will be a up rising career guy. He requested me to follow him after the second date. But not for me. I have life in Malaysia and I love here. Like I always mention, I do not know what the future hold up for me but I know right now I have begin to find the journey and know many more people who is better than all the ex i had.

Potentially someone will have to be my bestfriend. Guide and tell me and reason things to me. hahahaha....

If there is fate we shall be back in each other arms no matter how and what the situation is. Burning the candle slowly. Perfectly like enjoying my life. Burning it too fast will only finish it fast. No thrill!! hahaha!!!

To now where i am standing, I thank Kumar, cause if not because of him I won't bother getting books, seeking answers, and knowing the reality of love and what Guys mind really are.

Sherry Argov you are the most wonderful lady. You save a simple soul who is out there living and looking for her love but in a way she do it is wrong. Now I know ... Guys and Boys.... there is Never a Men..... hahahahahaha

Ladies and Gentlemen, I am back on my two feet and Trust me..... I have no regrets of knowing this all and if you asked me to go back the cycle of it, the answer is Worth it!!!

I value myself as the mind, I know I have the ability of it. I have a lot to offer so it is Me who select which one I will like to offer.... Ladies Out there... Be a Bitch to Bait your Guy.... Trust me... No pain No Gain No Value. Your guy should learn to value you more and YOu are a Prize to him....