Guys and What they are looking for

I have given up all. Life have been so dramatic for me that I need to place a stop to it.

I wonder sometimes will i be one of those that will not get married and stay old myself forever. or will i married but no kids cause of late marriage. Well only time can tell.

Recently my boss asked me he said, gal come here, Why do you always goes home so on time and hardly you have go out. I told him I have things at home to do and I like being at home with my Parents.

He said what do you do for your free time, I told him I read and I love reading. Anyway, He then tell me get a life and it strikes me immediately yea get a life. He told me if i don't go out now wait till when I will want to go out, wait till how old I would like my self to be like that. He went on by saying wait the next 10 years I see, You are still single and not Married. I was like Ding Dong........

How would you know is that person yours, after being hurt so many many time, will i have the courage to be in love again, will i actually found one myself. I am just an ordinary person a girl. But will i find them. Sometimes I keep wondering this question to my self. Sigh...

If there is an answer feel free to drop in my comment Box will read them!