Why?

Its been long since i blog the last time here.

I have been busy with my work and also some tours. Well not too bad but a little tired.

Many things happen during the One month Period. Uncountable! and certain things happen sound so ridiculous.

Started of with my parents left Malaysia for my sister Graduation in Moscow, Russia. The Official Dr. Soo Mun Yee. then they went round Europe Tour.

In that one month i learn to take care of myself and also pray pretty hard for everything to go on smoothly and here i thank God for making it possible.

During that one month, i clear my mind off with a lot of unanswered question and uncertainties. For example relationships, life and also what i really wanted in life.

I went to confront my Ex and both decided to let it follow the flow. With the decision i realize i have made the right choice then for now! I have been also in the wrong for the relationship as well as he does! Probably to young to commit. May be, I don't really know! Grown up! Wink that is more in important in Life!

Well working makes me a better person. I know what i really want in life and also working my way to the destiny i belong. Working makes me realize that i am not a slow learner it requires skill to work though is paper work.

Me and my sister somehow when through the same bitter sum the love relationship that make me more cautious about the person around me!
Why guys have to be like that! Why is always their way, selfishness and without caring for others they just break a heart that is so fragile!
I love you the word is also they say! Being in Long Distant is also what they claim and in the end I don't want anymore is all what they say!

Girl and women always the victim, the one that felt hurt and sorrow. Carry those bitter memories in Life!

Anyway i believe whatever i go through is something that is written.

Find Yourself before Allowing yourself to be with others.