My verse my words!!!

I want to Go to a better place
To be there right now,
To be full of securities and guardian angels,
Listening to the angel voices,
Outside the mellow windows.
Touching the silky cloth,
I feel my body tender towards it,
Woods and Headboard,
Closing my lazy sunshine
Bringing far across the sea,
To forget about reality,
To see only purity and peacefulness,
Forget about you.

Heartbroken,
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never loved me,
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.

I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop thinking about those,
But to Continue Heal,
From your hurtful words,
And just i know you as friend!