Resit Paper day.Hopefully the best.
Well I had a wonderful time today for myself, My brother and buddy. Its been a while since.
Disappointment Arises when you know now that you are living with a person that could bite you anytime.
From the beginning I do not want to be in the same company as I for see the problem will be there.
Many a times i told it over and over again as people like to show and behave and then Blame. I take all the job, I change.
Take the credit if you want it badly cause I do not want it. Take all if you want it than life should be much much happier for me if that is so.
I do not mind losing all this as I see long term. Take it. You show is good but God is Great. Your Greed and Jealous Mind will never Be Enough for God to have and Fulfill them.
Continue with the spreading of Words, Continue with all you like doing now. Just Fuck off my life. Is Idiotic when you know things happen and I seriously did not know all this.
I thank God you always place angels salvation for me. Like i always say... I do not need many many Friends. but I need true ones by my side.
The situation now is that I feel I am being swallow at anytime.
Scary.... and WHY IS IT YOU!!!! of all the people!!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Single or Couple?
After countless of worthless guys that come in to my life, being so drama and silly, I decided to take a chance to see a master to tell you about life. Can say the master is those Astrology people.
He told me about my life and how my life would be. He told me if I were to married early I would land myself in a divorce. His advise to me is to only get married after 30. hahaha. I have 6 more years to go.
At least there is a guideline now. I decided to drop all the guys and focus on my job. Recently I have just completed my internship and done well in it I have been extended for my service to the company and I am happy with that. Along the time, I have receive invites for Job.
Is great when you feel your life is great. Dhamma Wisdom. Living what you are now is the treasure to the future of your Soul. Is nice and Great. I am not too sure of what is going to happen to me in Future as for now, I am happy to be here and to be who I am. Perfect. Being with a Guy that is not so in love with you, I Rather Stay Happy being Single!
Single Life is so much more entertaining when you found it right and great. I used to ask are you sure you are going to be happy being single before Throwing all the Guys away? In the beginning I am not Sure of what is really going to happen but I am very sure of one thing which is no worries of rubbish people in my life, there are many more out there worth my love.
Being single for 3 years now.... Wow, things i have been through, going through all alone myself and all alone makes me so strong. That does not mean I am not going to date any guys is just that not the time and the people I see is not the kind I am seeking. Checklist till I find you!!!
He told me about my life and how my life would be. He told me if I were to married early I would land myself in a divorce. His advise to me is to only get married after 30. hahaha. I have 6 more years to go.
At least there is a guideline now. I decided to drop all the guys and focus on my job. Recently I have just completed my internship and done well in it I have been extended for my service to the company and I am happy with that. Along the time, I have receive invites for Job.
Is great when you feel your life is great. Dhamma Wisdom. Living what you are now is the treasure to the future of your Soul. Is nice and Great. I am not too sure of what is going to happen to me in Future as for now, I am happy to be here and to be who I am. Perfect. Being with a Guy that is not so in love with you, I Rather Stay Happy being Single!
Single Life is so much more entertaining when you found it right and great. I used to ask are you sure you are going to be happy being single before Throwing all the Guys away? In the beginning I am not Sure of what is really going to happen but I am very sure of one thing which is no worries of rubbish people in my life, there are many more out there worth my love.
Being single for 3 years now.... Wow, things i have been through, going through all alone myself and all alone makes me so strong. That does not mean I am not going to date any guys is just that not the time and the people I see is not the kind I am seeking. Checklist till I find you!!!
Saturday, February 25, 2012
What is an Event Officer Life about?
Interestingly this topic come up to me, seating here just thinking and crapping with mum and dad whole time.
History time Of I get started.
The answer is Home and again my family not from event line and non of them in this role. I started when I was 14 if i am not wrong. Anyway, my sister study in Russia Federation and every summer she will be back and when she returns, we will throw her big Party.
Just by helping out and entertain friends and family keep situation under control it was perfect and to make sure the Food and Beverage is Enough.
Growing From there....
It was till I am in University for doing my diploma in Hospitality and also involve myself in hosting function for free and being paid a minimum sum of RM50 for working two days and sometimes to make matter worse not even being paid as a volunteer. Over the Two years regardless of any event, I will try my best to be in it and more then 6 pages of CV now currently collected. almost 50 over event I have participated. Good Boss to Wicked Boss to bosses know nothing.
The present times now.....
I am in my final year of degree finally. Hopefully to finish it. Is not easy but always start from the bottom. Here people are confuse, what is she talking about suddenly say she is studying then working events which is which..?? Well the answer to that is I study in University Full time Basis, I work Part-time by project basis.
I had the best time While working while studying. People say is tough, I think is fun. I have learned a lot way more than other when I work. Job Opportunity are falling in like crazy, bosses I will definitely miss my current boss whom I work with.
Message to the Young,
An events person have to be all rounder. Your PR have to be very very super good to maintain the relationship with Client and also Suppliers they are the people that support you all the way if anything goes wrong in there.
Never asked for the pay first. Work first if you are lucky to be given Chances to be involved.
More question Feel free to asked me in the Comment Box.
History time Of I get started.
The answer is Home and again my family not from event line and non of them in this role. I started when I was 14 if i am not wrong. Anyway, my sister study in Russia Federation and every summer she will be back and when she returns, we will throw her big Party.
Just by helping out and entertain friends and family keep situation under control it was perfect and to make sure the Food and Beverage is Enough.
Growing From there....
It was till I am in University for doing my diploma in Hospitality and also involve myself in hosting function for free and being paid a minimum sum of RM50 for working two days and sometimes to make matter worse not even being paid as a volunteer. Over the Two years regardless of any event, I will try my best to be in it and more then 6 pages of CV now currently collected. almost 50 over event I have participated. Good Boss to Wicked Boss to bosses know nothing.
The present times now.....
I am in my final year of degree finally. Hopefully to finish it. Is not easy but always start from the bottom. Here people are confuse, what is she talking about suddenly say she is studying then working events which is which..?? Well the answer to that is I study in University Full time Basis, I work Part-time by project basis.
I had the best time While working while studying. People say is tough, I think is fun. I have learned a lot way more than other when I work. Job Opportunity are falling in like crazy, bosses I will definitely miss my current boss whom I work with.
Message to the Young,
An events person have to be all rounder. Your PR have to be very very super good to maintain the relationship with Client and also Suppliers they are the people that support you all the way if anything goes wrong in there.
Never asked for the pay first. Work first if you are lucky to be given Chances to be involved.
More question Feel free to asked me in the Comment Box.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Valentines, Departure, Departure....
Well weeks been great for me and i find that the distance felt more and more. Am i losing myself. I am not too sure. Anyway Intern is coming to an end and there goes the 15 weeks with nothing on my report and I am happy to be here. I am not too sure if the friend whom i know is alright or not. I dare not question much as she do not want to talk about it. Thought I am worried but hope she is well and that is the most I could do for her. Well 15 weeks distance have witness itself and I am not too sure if to Transfer or continue or probably get a break from the School. Peer Pressure mainly from Parents I suppose.
Okie People Back to Valentine. The most simple valentine. I am out with most my cousins. Wonderful time with them. Andrew thanks for the simple one rose you get for your both sisters. Love love!
When there is arrival there is always Departure, The weeks has arrived so fast and all I know everyone is back to where they are. Sigh. Big Wait.
I had to most amazing year again and I thank God for the wonderful moment that he sent to me. Nevertheless I am said and depress but I count my blessing each day for that. I want to create a lifestyle that is for the environment that I belong. Great Love.
Anyways Signing off..... My Gals are soon to be out again!!
Okie People Back to Valentine. The most simple valentine. I am out with most my cousins. Wonderful time with them. Andrew thanks for the simple one rose you get for your both sisters. Love love!
When there is arrival there is always Departure, The weeks has arrived so fast and all I know everyone is back to where they are. Sigh. Big Wait.
I had to most amazing year again and I thank God for the wonderful moment that he sent to me. Nevertheless I am said and depress but I count my blessing each day for that. I want to create a lifestyle that is for the environment that I belong. Great Love.
Anyways Signing off..... My Gals are soon to be out again!!
Friday, February 10, 2012
February 2012
Hello people,
4 more days to Valentines day. Life took a turning point yesterday when i decided to see a master to find about my astrological of birth and my name and my life.
Is weird somethings are true some things are not yet happen. May be still young i guest. Hmm. I am really going to keep up with my dance. My master advise me by doing so. Life is Great for me but will have to work hard.
Somethings i have thought about doing such as Donate blood but i scare pain. But now master say must do.... so i do.... and also Charity despite I am broke yea still need the money, Aiyoo..... These are the things that I have to do. There are reasons behind them. Hopefully it will be okie after that. And in this month! Now Blood donation Charity drive I am coming for you. Orphanage here i come..... Kids Watch out!! love is all over the place.
certain scary things like I might be liking girls, i look down upon Guy capability, I am always a dreamer, I cannot stay still in my job. It requires me to be Running everywhere, I might have body parts with a pair that have sickness. such as Breast, kidney and lung.
I lay my life to Destiny that speaks. I honor the love that I receive, To kneel down and pray i speaks my heart to Lord, As to which I hear you much
4 more days to Valentines day. Life took a turning point yesterday when i decided to see a master to find about my astrological of birth and my name and my life.
Is weird somethings are true some things are not yet happen. May be still young i guest. Hmm. I am really going to keep up with my dance. My master advise me by doing so. Life is Great for me but will have to work hard.
Somethings i have thought about doing such as Donate blood but i scare pain. But now master say must do.... so i do.... and also Charity despite I am broke yea still need the money, Aiyoo..... These are the things that I have to do. There are reasons behind them. Hopefully it will be okie after that. And in this month! Now Blood donation Charity drive I am coming for you. Orphanage here i come..... Kids Watch out!! love is all over the place.
certain scary things like I might be liking girls, i look down upon Guy capability, I am always a dreamer, I cannot stay still in my job. It requires me to be Running everywhere, I might have body parts with a pair that have sickness. such as Breast, kidney and lung.
I lay my life to Destiny that speaks. I honor the love that I receive, To kneel down and pray i speaks my heart to Lord, As to which I hear you much
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Mother's Endless Love
Today will be the day my cousin getting married as in Officially registration. The little period of timeline that was given to us make us feel happy for her but at the same we are quite worried for her.
I feel for her mother who is my aunt. Throughout the years I witness the failure of my cousin despite the fact, her mother is sad but yet still support her all the way in her life. The endless mistake she has made and the journey of her life was rough.
My aunt patiently standby her placing her back on the right track and hold her when she falls and love her with endless love.
Something tear my heart was to see that till the last day of being bachelor she stills argue with the mother and never give in.
Three of us can witness the sadness in her eyes but she swallow all the pain. I could feel it because I am someone's daughter.
Deep down in my heart I am praying to God that someday she will realize how much her mother have done for her and love her till the end.
Hope everything goes on smoothly. Best wishes for her!
I feel for her mother who is my aunt. Throughout the years I witness the failure of my cousin despite the fact, her mother is sad but yet still support her all the way in her life. The endless mistake she has made and the journey of her life was rough.
My aunt patiently standby her placing her back on the right track and hold her when she falls and love her with endless love.
Something tear my heart was to see that till the last day of being bachelor she stills argue with the mother and never give in.
Three of us can witness the sadness in her eyes but she swallow all the pain. I could feel it because I am someone's daughter.
Deep down in my heart I am praying to God that someday she will realize how much her mother have done for her and love her till the end.
Hope everything goes on smoothly. Best wishes for her!
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Guys and What they are looking for
I have given up all. Life have been so dramatic for me that I need to place a stop to it.
I wonder sometimes will i be one of those that will not get married and stay old myself forever. or will i married but no kids cause of late marriage. Well only time can tell.
Recently my boss asked me he said, gal come here, Why do you always goes home so on time and hardly you have go out. I told him I have things at home to do and I like being at home with my Parents.
He said what do you do for your free time, I told him I read and I love reading. Anyway, He then tell me get a life and it strikes me immediately yea get a life. He told me if i don't go out now wait till when I will want to go out, wait till how old I would like my self to be like that. He went on by saying wait the next 10 years I see, You are still single and not Married. I was like Ding Dong........
How would you know is that person yours, after being hurt so many many time, will i have the courage to be in love again, will i actually found one myself. I am just an ordinary person a girl. But will i find them. Sometimes I keep wondering this question to my self. Sigh...
If there is an answer feel free to drop in my comment Box will read them!
I wonder sometimes will i be one of those that will not get married and stay old myself forever. or will i married but no kids cause of late marriage. Well only time can tell.
Recently my boss asked me he said, gal come here, Why do you always goes home so on time and hardly you have go out. I told him I have things at home to do and I like being at home with my Parents.
He said what do you do for your free time, I told him I read and I love reading. Anyway, He then tell me get a life and it strikes me immediately yea get a life. He told me if i don't go out now wait till when I will want to go out, wait till how old I would like my self to be like that. He went on by saying wait the next 10 years I see, You are still single and not Married. I was like Ding Dong........
How would you know is that person yours, after being hurt so many many time, will i have the courage to be in love again, will i actually found one myself. I am just an ordinary person a girl. But will i find them. Sometimes I keep wondering this question to my self. Sigh...
If there is an answer feel free to drop in my comment Box will read them!
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