Guys and What they are looking for

I have given up all. Life have been so dramatic for me that I need to place a stop to it.

I wonder sometimes will i be one of those that will not get married and stay old myself forever. or will i married but no kids cause of late marriage. Well only time can tell.

Recently my boss asked me he said, gal come here, Why do you always goes home so on time and hardly you have go out. I told him I have things at home to do and I like being at home with my Parents.

He said what do you do for your free time, I told him I read and I love reading. Anyway, He then tell me get a life and it strikes me immediately yea get a life. He told me if i don't go out now wait till when I will want to go out, wait till how old I would like my self to be like that. He went on by saying wait the next 10 years I see, You are still single and not Married. I was like Ding Dong........

How would you know is that person yours, after being hurt so many many time, will i have the courage to be in love again, will i actually found one myself. I am just an ordinary person a girl. But will i find them. Sometimes I keep wondering this question to my self. Sigh...

If there is an answer feel free to drop in my comment Box will read them!

Duung Duung Chang...... Gong Hei Fatt Choy.... Happy Chinese New Year!!

Wishing all the readers Happy Chinese New Year and Lets welcome the year of Dragon with more Happiness Joy and Laughter.

I have been great and doing fine lately. Wonderful and more committed to my job as I haven found the perfect guy I wanted. May be is not perfect for you but is definitely going to be great on my side.

With Chinese New Year Upcoming, my house will fill with noise and laughter children and most of all Lion Dance.

I am thankful to my parents for their support and most of all their endless love towards me. Many a times I told readers I wasn't smart and intelligent when it comes to Studies but may be something else. As to their endless effort this is who i am today. Brave and Independent and Iconic Women of Tomorrow!

Today I have been bless with good mentors around me and great people I meet. There are some bad ones but whatever happen there is always a learning from it. I learn to appreciate the love I have and I count my blessing every single day.

Eventually when something did not turn out to be the way we wanted something else will always come up on the other hand.

Cheers and Happy Chinese New Year!!

December

I did not realize its been months i did not update my blog.

I started my internship 3 weeks ago and next week i will be flying to china for vacation with family.

I have enjoyed my training so far and much better if I am the Only one trainee then. I recently met up with my ex boss and she told me is rather easy to work with enemy then good friends. I finally understand the saying of such.

I seat back in my training sometimes is it right what i do. I am not too sure myself. I don't see myself change but I see the changes in her. I find it so weird that sometimes I do not know to tell he not.

The feeling of being intimidated is just so obvious and anything i do she will just follow. Somehow I am off for a week at least a break out session for me. Coming in to the office should smile but somehow is just sour face and not smile nothing and every time I felt the pressure is from her.

I seriously think is very much my problem but I think after analyzing, i am fine with KY. Well I guest my days are more to come. Scary but I take it as challenge.

Losing one self

I have been seeing and thinking a lot lately. Many of which i could see how they lose themselves and blame others for the the cause. Isn't it beautiful if one person living in a type of the life they wanted rather than to find out people things and start digging peoples information.

Seeing a friend from many friends to none and even the left back ones are the one for work and nothing more from there on. Life is so so roller coaster.

Selfishness of oneself

I have been thinking, why people will say i cannot do this, this cannot be done when there is nothing done up. I am not too sure myself.

Talking about project, as nothing been done up. Proposal is not given, and opportunity is out there to be taken but no one wants to do it. Some times I wonder, what will it be if the project turn out a big big Success. Will anyone in my team appreciate or is it i have been always living towards people expectation and that always make it not enough.

I am happy to work with a happy team that make smile and rather not work so much for a f**k up team. My heart is not anymore with school, or my class. I do not know is this a good thing or a bad thing, I have vision myself in 10 years down the road, what I want to achieve in my life. I do not know what the rest are thinking, day pass day or just matter of coming to school and have a fun event that failed and only for them to enjoy! I seriously Have no idea.

Lately I have think about a lot of events thing and some how i have ideas that keeps coming. I just want to have my own show some day! .....
I hope fate brings out the best of the best!!!

Anyway since San left, my phone less busy.. a bit not use to it but I will try and I am already starting to get used to it.. Single ladies show is on.

Weekend I love

Its been a wonderful week and I find that my weekend is mostly taken up. I began to understand what is the meaning of aura light up according to what you are up to. I feel bless in every move and moment that happen in my life.

Is never too hard to move on if we understand what are the situation that one is in and we acknowledge it and react to it slowly. It took me a cycle to understand what is true happiness come from. By me witnessing what susan and adam is having i don't think money can buy those happiness they have.

Nevertheless they are a working class parent which make every single day an ends meet for the survival of the family. Susan and Adam, you two are match make in Heaven.

I finally know what makes you take that decision and know what you really want in life. With the situation you are having, it used to make me think where you are going. I finally see what it called, One doors Closed another door will open.

I am happy that my time of being there makes you smile. You have grown so much in to a find young women who know and develop your dream family that you want. Happy to know that for you.

What exactly Guy Thinking......

Since I have been doing a lot of reading lately.... Hmmp... I did some interview with some friends and also ... interesting answer I found out.

What turns a guys on..... ?? After several interview I finally know that it is Attitude. Yes is true that Guys do look at figures and face and body... But I think they do look at Attitude and know whether or not you are interesting!! Wooopss!!

Guys also do tell me that they prefer lady to be in charge and have some standing for themselves. They like women to be in control at times and this is because there are times they have make so much decision and they just like to hear from point of view for some reason.

As for me and him... Hmm.... I do wish to see future, but I need to know and see and also he proof me wrong. I like that. He love to tease me... and he makes me smile so much that I never thought I could have this Happen.

My love wil only given to a person that really deserve my love. I hate being Played. But currently... I think he is rushing... Should take place and see...

My status is currently Dating..... I am not in a relationship! As there is no formality.... there is not Asking nothing. hhahahaha!!!

I am tradition lover!! Woopss!!!