Fun day.......at office!

okie okie ...... I know i haven been updating myself. Busy schedule... Sorry k.

I did not realize my last blog was on monday!! Hahaha!!! Sorry k ....... Is just that lately I don't know much about the life I lead and office work too much and a little busier than usual. So lets not carried away with that.......... To much to say about it.... hahahaha.......

My two lovely masters went out lunch. Dominic wants to make passport so he require passport picture. Okie ..... fine i accompany him go take the picture in Semua House. The pictures will be collected the very next day. Dominic Yeh Yeh.... always look funny in pictures......

The very next day we three Susie, Dominic and I went to Semua house to have our Lunch and Dom went to collect his picture...... He did not want us to See the picture and then me and Susie Tickle him and then he Say...... I kena bully and molested!!! ...... Argggg.....!!!!!

Till the end we still never get a peep at the picture......finally give up lor.....

We have so much time together............... and Looking and counting the days i left in the office is like so fast one month and after one month.......Is just the way.......Life Move on.................[smile]

OOHHH..... yea.... To my friends...... I no longer with that Seven Kilo Since i came back from Penang!!! Manage to loose them all!!!!

How Blessed.!!!!hahahahahahaahhaa..................

Pine Gurl

Pei Yee

Achievement

Smiling the whole of the afternoon and evening. I went to work in the morning like usual and i leave for School in the afternoon as for today I have group presentation and in my team I am the only English badge student.

I was elected as the Team Leader and my group have 3 person which includes that make out 4 person. They are Donald, Sue, and Tom. We have ten groups to defend the Champion for the day. I thought i was going to be in the same group with Farid but then Sir said each group need someone with English and English badge student is very limited.

I was the team leader for the Jaszmynn Group . Lecturer asked them to name our group and Donald just say the Jaszmynn Group! Well... Being always proud of my name i better make sure my group get in Top Three..... Finally is Jaszmynn Group! Blushing!!!

I am happy because they love me and they really take consideration of most things we discuss in the group. Started the game by Introducing Malaysia that is part one. Well i Did an Awesome job for this. Introducing Malaysia did not say how and what criteria. My Group wasn't the first.... Thanks God. We were Number 6.

My group members are required to speak different Language by saying Welcome to Malaysia followed by the narration by me. Introducing Malaysia that makes it so real and so much fun. I use our Malaysia Language which is Well Known as the Rojak Language. Wink. [Proud]

Follow by some slides event that is more for my group to get marks...... and I am very proud of them. Finally everyone have to speak about the road Map. Well i get the Jalan Syed Putra which is known as Jalan Istana followed by KL sentral and the National Museum.

The we beat the team by 6 marks and we emerged champion and i am very very happy. The hard work paid off..... and i would like to thank the corporation of my fellow group members. There is no arguing and everything went on so well.

Farid, for once i am dying to beat you.....!!!! Well I did......... It was fun!!!!

That goes the Jaszmynn group!!!

Pine Gurl!!!

Pei Yee

Thought of Leaving

I will have my coach test somewhere next month and that makes me think about my next plan. To stay or to leave?

After exam i would really have the idea of continue working and earn scholarship from the place i work to continue my studies. I find working is fun and more exciting and challenging in life.

As the usual thing, Mum wants me to stay and study till i finish and work but i have a different perspective of view which make me confuse at times. Mum has the point that my age is 21 next year and better earn a degree before dad retire.

I would want to work in place and at the same time i will get to study like what i am doing now. Dad did not say much as he always tells his daughter to listen to the heart. Noble guy......

I have been thinking of leaving for Singapore and have more experience there before i come home. Wonder what does it takes for me to decide like this in my life. I am afraid the decision i make will make me regret as on the other hand i would like to try new things in life.

I know is exciting but that is who i am actually. My parents know me for the person in the house but not much about outside ...... is like two phase of life in house and out there...... Sounds Stupid i know.....

Hard hard hard decision......

My exams are nearer and a lot preparation are not done yet........ Tired,..... So So tired.. with everything and anything............ Sigh....

Pine Gurl...

Pei Yee Soo

Time Changes........

For a reason i am naive about,
A reason of no time yet limit,
Precious moments i had once,
Make things seems different entirely.

Ocean are never predictable,
High wave with tremendous color,
Separations there seems to be expected,
Of the heart that Yet Diving Deep.

Addictions with a part of me,
i love a things without a reason,
Silly and childish that's what i portray,
As to know of myself that is who i am suppose to be!

Summer Winter Autumn Spring,
Years of Years that i am Waiting,
Courage that i have may reborn in Spring,
Yet I moved on in a dignity String........

Pine Gurl!!!!

Pei Yee Soo

Dior Makes my Day.

As from my previous blog i said i was very sad in the morning. Yes i am sad then. Even now but there is nothing much i can do but move on. [smile].

So during lunch time Dominic Yeh Yeh got court in Jalan Duta. Cannot join us for lunch. Actually Miss Susie wanted to go shopping on her own. Then i bump in to her in the lift and decided to go shopping with her.

We went to SOGO to do the Shopping. She saw the lipstick by Dior and wanted to buy them but couldn't find the right friend to go so finally i go with her. She decided to get the Lipstick after trying it by the make-up artist.

She finally saw the latest Dior Eyeshadow. She just told the guy to try it on me and see how the effect goes. hahahahah...... It turn out very nice and the technique of applying them is so so nice. No longer look like an Indian girl eyes. Relief.

The afternoon i manage to pull through by being emotionally okie. Finally is Six and going home with Shirley. Miss Lina always chat with me when i enter her room to get the Cheques sign! Love talking to her... She is the Fashion Gala!!! hahahaha!!! Have some plans by going shopping with her..... wonder how that sounds and look.

hahahha!!! Besides.... going and getting make-up on my face, Susie also bought Hugo Boss Feme. Is Lovely...... We went round all the counter to test try the perfume! hahahahaha!!!!! I smell like Perfume Girl in the afternoon in the Office. I like being pretty and makes me smile.

See my boss they aren't like other Silly boss who showed off.... but they share their joy!! .......

So finally got home get my phone.... wait what some more......of cause is pictures time........ here they are......

Phase of Life again!

I haven been blogging lately is because i am in the situation that is called phase of life moment. This is the third time happen in my 20 years of life. My moods swings so bad that in the office i keep reminding myself that i have to be myself then.

Is a struggle that i have to go through in life. I don't know how to describe the feeling of it but i know everyone will go through this transition period. [smile].... I still can take it and not emotionally shut down. Just that i really have to get serious in many things that is coming up in my life.

In the beginning i was confused with myself not anyone else. Confuse about a lot of things that i just think so much about. Make my lost in my own world. Like the sun is shed of by the heavy clouds that no one can me smile from my heart no more. Is very sad and difficult to understand.

I am now learning to go back to a place i belong and i will never regret that life i choose for myself. The process is hard but that is never harder than the first time i move on with this kind of life. I just need to escape from where i am now to have a good break and be back to continue the journey i am about to continue walking.

I wrote poems to expressed my sadness and guilt that i have cause to many out there. Feeling bad and sorrow. I dare not post it here cause it shall remain as a piece of me that is secret and safe. I shall not disclosed more as the result of doing so it will make me cry.... Just May be!!!! [smile]

This poem i about to write come directly from my heart now.

As I move on on the ground i fall,
Struggle and pain pinching through my mind,
What about now that i have to go through more thing,
As a child who have that bleeding love in her.

Strongly i touch the eternity,
Gently i allow HIM to held my soul,
Lift me up again like once i Lost,
That i Hope i will never lose that again.

Journey of this winding road,
Is just blessed that i am Surviving through,
With prayers and whispers that sent By Him,
Make a child of HIM to be Better In Time.

Patient i hold on to,
A greatest gift that ever i could have,
Walking with glory of mind,
I shall arrived there when the time tell me so.

P/S: I Love You.

I will be there!! That is something I promise you My Dear Friends. Years of love is grown by bond and time. May God Blessed you~~

Angel- Westlife

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here


P/s: I wish i could be in the Arms of the Angel and fly away just like that! I Love you.... That the True HIM and I hear you..... I know is your Sound you sent that to me!!! Love you God!!!