Hey People.....
Your Friend here today very good. Never go out you know.. hahahah...... Than to everyone surprise I actually Spring Clean the Computer room and Manage to throw away a lot Rubbish. Pheww Yooo.... Clever.....
Then while i was throwing a lot of stuff i found some school time picture and memories of my friends and i in School. Felt those memories are so strong in me. Hmmp....
Pick up a lot of stuff as well.. I will continue cleaning till i see almost nothing cause than i felt there is a reason why i should go more shopping. hahahaha...... Bing....
Gurl..... Are you there..... Lets Have a shopping spree.... We should do that!!! hahahaha!!!!
I have a relaxing morning and evening......
Pei Yee
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas Everyone...
Would like to wish all my friend Merry Christmas and Happy New Year that would be happening about less than One week time.
I am having a wonderful christmas time and Good time with my family as well....
Here are some pictures for the Eve...... With Dar.....
Dar and Dear for our Christmas.
I am having a wonderful christmas time and Good time with my family as well....
Here are some pictures for the Eve...... With Dar.....
Dar and Dear for our Christmas.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Ermm..... Tiring Outing Today.....
Been out a lot lately.....
Busy.... Dizzy....
Today Our Journey start at 11.30 in the late morning.... and to my surprise my car is having 5 girls..... What a wonderful outing... all girls and we actually get bullied by other cars... and we three girls.... starts to curse those cars....
When we are going Soo Ee drove and when Coming home i drove home. Our Main practice is to get know those road that we are going to go on when is examination time.
To what we know.... we are right on the right road....in KL city...... but not Putrajaya. We used road that we haven seen before. Whoo Hoo.... Ladies Power.......
We Went to the Royal Palace and witness the change of horse. it was great. Then We head of to Thean Hou Temple .......
Did a little prayer there and then we head of to Putrajaya.
Along the road..... I realize how bad can our Road Signboard can be. Some Hide Behind Trees... and some hide behind another sign board..... Ghees..... Those Road Sign Drive me Crazy......
Driving Back Using a road that i have not experience before..... that is so..... adventures.... Wow......
Still I manage to get home in one piece.... hahaha and the best part i know how to Use Jalan Ipoh Way to cut through............
That is my day..... So tiring but still miss Dar Dar...... I love you Darling....... Muacks..!!
Busy.... Dizzy....
Today Our Journey start at 11.30 in the late morning.... and to my surprise my car is having 5 girls..... What a wonderful outing... all girls and we actually get bullied by other cars... and we three girls.... starts to curse those cars....
When we are going Soo Ee drove and when Coming home i drove home. Our Main practice is to get know those road that we are going to go on when is examination time.
To what we know.... we are right on the right road....in KL city...... but not Putrajaya. We used road that we haven seen before. Whoo Hoo.... Ladies Power.......
We Went to the Royal Palace and witness the change of horse. it was great. Then We head of to Thean Hou Temple .......
Did a little prayer there and then we head of to Putrajaya.
Along the road..... I realize how bad can our Road Signboard can be. Some Hide Behind Trees... and some hide behind another sign board..... Ghees..... Those Road Sign Drive me Crazy......
Driving Back Using a road that i have not experience before..... that is so..... adventures.... Wow......
Still I manage to get home in one piece.... hahaha and the best part i know how to Use Jalan Ipoh Way to cut through............
That is my day..... So tiring but still miss Dar Dar...... I love you Darling....... Muacks..!!
To all my friends......
Yea..... Pei Yee Soo has finally found a school to go and that is Taylor's and not Berjaya. Due to certain reason.
Transport is no more an issue now........
Morning dad send...... and After College KTM will take me Home!!! Wonderful..... Which Make Dar Dar easier to come pick me up and i go meet dar dar......
Okie.... To some they will know who is Dar Dar.... and to those who don't Please Find out....!!!
hahahaha!!!!!
Pei Yee..
Transport is no more an issue now........
Morning dad send...... and After College KTM will take me Home!!! Wonderful..... Which Make Dar Dar easier to come pick me up and i go meet dar dar......
Okie.... To some they will know who is Dar Dar.... and to those who don't Please Find out....!!!
hahahaha!!!!!
Pei Yee..
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Hey ppl.......
here are some of my updates.....
I have been to singapore last week..... Too tired to blog nowadays..... Busy!!!
I have been very busy lately with my hectic job but i am enjoying them with the support of Dar Dar gave me..... Motivates me.....
Yea i am no longer Single.
Been happening a lot.... Now i have to think which school i have to go. I don't know.... Sigh....
Anyway...... Here are some Picture.....
Lawrence and Me
I have been to singapore last week..... Too tired to blog nowadays..... Busy!!!
I have been very busy lately with my hectic job but i am enjoying them with the support of Dar Dar gave me..... Motivates me.....
Yea i am no longer Single.
Been happening a lot.... Now i have to think which school i have to go. I don't know.... Sigh....
Anyway...... Here are some Picture.....
Lawrence and Me
Monday, December 8, 2008
Busy Week!
Since friday (5th December 2008) I have been busy with catching up with my High School friends and also one of my friend that i haven seen her since two year.
My friday starts at 1.30 afternoon in Berjaya Time Square where i meet Jasmine Leong, Foong Lin and Chin Chin. Hmmm Its been good and the topic that we talk about was about the Chinese International Pageant 1st Runner Up!!!! How she lie about her life and talk about the drama of her life......... Cause we all the school mate knows how fake can that be.......
Okie went to do some shopping with them and Bought VK-I shoes for RM20 and free one pair..... damn untung .... and syiok Gila!!! OKie take the shoes and than i walk i decided to get a west which is in style now...... and I wear them on the spot......Pei Yee since when you have been a shopping queen like this Extend.... Mama Mia....... Ohh Jeezz..........
Anyway......... Shop walk talk and gossip hahahahhaa.... then sampai 6 o'clock Foong Lin and Chin Chin left and i continue to walk with Jasmine....... Ermmm Nice walk and i can talk to her just like how we use to back in High Schooll!!!!!! hahahahahah~~~ She left at Seven...................
Meanwhile waiting for my second session with my this friend........ for the lo kong to come home......i shop in Time square and look at the fashion..........
I left BTS about 8 pm. My friend and the Lo Kong come pick me up from Ampang Train Station and we head off to Old Town... Something surprise me is that she have a family now and i am so happy for her........ and she brought her two months old baby boy along with her....... Jeezz.... she make me miss Junior Tan so much..........
The four of us head off to Old town and we chatted till about 1 in the morning.... I am very happy for you....... gal!!! Making me envy of you only......Wish i could have a life like yours.....
The very next morning..... I woke up about 11.30 in the morning take my shower and head off to Kelana Jaya to Meet Mr. teo and Sooee and then we all drive up to meet Sarah and Donald they all in Klang. To go Kuala Selangor.....
By the time we go to Kuala Selangor to see the Bukit Melawati we all head off to Seafood area to eat seafood.
Finish eating seafood,,..................... we all decide to go see fireflys in Kampung Kuantan...................... Finally after all i pull over in Sooee House cause is so late in the night.....
Say late only...... than Sooee Friend Wing Yew came to pick us up to have a drink.... Finally chit chat and stuff Slept at four........
Today i come home about 2...... what a day........... Hmmm............... tired.... but very fun outing...................
Counting days for Zoukout....2008..... after exam we go clubbing........ hahahahaha!!!!!!!
Pei Yee
My friday starts at 1.30 afternoon in Berjaya Time Square where i meet Jasmine Leong, Foong Lin and Chin Chin. Hmmm Its been good and the topic that we talk about was about the Chinese International Pageant 1st Runner Up!!!! How she lie about her life and talk about the drama of her life......... Cause we all the school mate knows how fake can that be.......
Okie went to do some shopping with them and Bought VK-I shoes for RM20 and free one pair..... damn untung .... and syiok Gila!!! OKie take the shoes and than i walk i decided to get a west which is in style now...... and I wear them on the spot......Pei Yee since when you have been a shopping queen like this Extend.... Mama Mia....... Ohh Jeezz..........
Anyway......... Shop walk talk and gossip hahahahhaa.... then sampai 6 o'clock Foong Lin and Chin Chin left and i continue to walk with Jasmine....... Ermmm Nice walk and i can talk to her just like how we use to back in High Schooll!!!!!! hahahahahah~~~ She left at Seven...................
Meanwhile waiting for my second session with my this friend........ for the lo kong to come home......i shop in Time square and look at the fashion..........
I left BTS about 8 pm. My friend and the Lo Kong come pick me up from Ampang Train Station and we head off to Old Town... Something surprise me is that she have a family now and i am so happy for her........ and she brought her two months old baby boy along with her....... Jeezz.... she make me miss Junior Tan so much..........
The four of us head off to Old town and we chatted till about 1 in the morning.... I am very happy for you....... gal!!! Making me envy of you only......Wish i could have a life like yours.....
The very next morning..... I woke up about 11.30 in the morning take my shower and head off to Kelana Jaya to Meet Mr. teo and Sooee and then we all drive up to meet Sarah and Donald they all in Klang. To go Kuala Selangor.....
By the time we go to Kuala Selangor to see the Bukit Melawati we all head off to Seafood area to eat seafood.
Finish eating seafood,,..................... we all decide to go see fireflys in Kampung Kuantan...................... Finally after all i pull over in Sooee House cause is so late in the night.....
Say late only...... than Sooee Friend Wing Yew came to pick us up to have a drink.... Finally chit chat and stuff Slept at four........
Today i come home about 2...... what a day........... Hmmm............... tired.... but very fun outing...................
Counting days for Zoukout....2008..... after exam we go clubbing........ hahahahaha!!!!!!!
Pei Yee
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Emptiness..........
Hmm..... December is just tomorrow and this will be the last blog for the month November 2008. Everyone is just so on Holiday mood. I have been feeling empty now. Most my friends are leaving the country for the long break. Year end break....... Sigh..... Normally towards the year end i will be happy and excited about all event that will be going on but not this year........Feeling empty in me.........
Most them will be away for about a month and visiting just in Peninsular Malaysia also take them so long. Sigh.....
Nothing much to talk about........
But anyway..... I think soo ee will be nice enough to go with me to Jalan Doraisamy............ There i will be for the Whole damn thing................... and i will....................
Most them will be away for about a month and visiting just in Peninsular Malaysia also take them so long. Sigh.....
Nothing much to talk about........
But anyway..... I think soo ee will be nice enough to go with me to Jalan Doraisamy............ There i will be for the Whole damn thing................... and i will....................
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Happy..... Nice day... Hilarious and nervous.....
I have been busy about my exam as i mention in my earlier posting. Due to the exam i will be taking today and many of those file and modules in the is not so complete. Finally i have done and complete them....
Every night i have to come home about 10 if i have class and thursday for that Week no clubs to go.... cause busy and tired with all my duties to fulfill. After all the tiring days and weeks i went through today stage one i have manage to passed off and have a good time then.
I prayed hard before this and I hear him say Listen to your heart that is what i will say and show you the road. Today i manage to do so. My friends were very right at that point, I belong here. hahahahaha.... Thank you to all that make it happen for me today.
My gratitude goes to Mr. Ben Lum, Mr. Lum, Mr.Paul Ng, and Encik Bahari Mahadi. They are the person who keeps me going in class make sure i have all materials and they really give me confidence in doing my work today. To all my Sirs, Here i say a Big Thank you to all.
Before entering the exam i was feeling nervous and hilarious ...... I was haven nervous breakdown for once .... that i have never consider that this would happen to me. Bet it was because i really want it to pass off my exam that why i have nervous breakdown.
I was given No.6 and i was very bless that the examiner like me and i was only given one slide to talk about and the question that he asked.
I did my best as i Promise Him ....... Today is a relief and I will continue to strive better in life.....
To everyone please enjoy what you are doing.... cause that is very important in your career.........
Enjoy life to the Max......
Love to all......
Pei Yee Soo.
Every night i have to come home about 10 if i have class and thursday for that Week no clubs to go.... cause busy and tired with all my duties to fulfill. After all the tiring days and weeks i went through today stage one i have manage to passed off and have a good time then.
I prayed hard before this and I hear him say Listen to your heart that is what i will say and show you the road. Today i manage to do so. My friends were very right at that point, I belong here. hahahahaha.... Thank you to all that make it happen for me today.
My gratitude goes to Mr. Ben Lum, Mr. Lum, Mr.Paul Ng, and Encik Bahari Mahadi. They are the person who keeps me going in class make sure i have all materials and they really give me confidence in doing my work today. To all my Sirs, Here i say a Big Thank you to all.
Before entering the exam i was feeling nervous and hilarious ...... I was haven nervous breakdown for once .... that i have never consider that this would happen to me. Bet it was because i really want it to pass off my exam that why i have nervous breakdown.
I was given No.6 and i was very bless that the examiner like me and i was only given one slide to talk about and the question that he asked.
I did my best as i Promise Him ....... Today is a relief and I will continue to strive better in life.....
To everyone please enjoy what you are doing.... cause that is very important in your career.........
Enjoy life to the Max......
Love to all......
Pei Yee Soo.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Exam and Holiday Season....................
Its been a while since i blog. Sorry for the late update about me.
Where shall i start.... Hmmmpp...... Talking about my feelings. I have been happy while there is friends and family around me but there is something that make that drawback.... I couldn't figure out what is that i missed out in my life i really don't know.
Nowadays my class finishes at night at my friends walk me to the station. Is not so bad after all. As the routine goes, I work in the morning and in the evening i settle with my class. As i reach home is very late night...... My dinner time is always 10 that will be the earliest.
As every friday I do not work, I will go club on thursday night in Jalan Doraisamy Asia Heritage Row. After Class. Hahahahaha........ With a girlfriend of mine. We both got this crazy thing... Hooked up some hot Chap..... Its been long since i Flirt.... Back in high school as i could remember that i think.... Is so long......
Sooee and i will go Yum cha than come home................ Smell Heineken.... hahahha....... Pretty happy and we have vacation to look forward to go....... Happy......
About that something setback.......... I myself don't know what is that all about but sometimes can make me really sad and kind to think about those thing felt that very betray at times..... Felt stupid also you.... Sometimes.... about many things...... May be that will be part of my memories i guest......
Anyway i am leading a happy life now.... and couldn't be bothered. One who forgo friends for the same reason that it use to be is always the case i bet. My friends are right i am the stupid person here and they are the smart...... Being nice and superb friend is not something very Glamorous......................... I need to be a bit Bitchy i guest......... Hey SOooeee You Are good in those Duh..........~~~
What are my up to......................... Exams are soon here...... and the holiday mood is so much in me that i just wish i can have them all................ Seeing those X'mas tree make me even want to have more X'mas mood..... I really have a good time every X'mas................
Poems...... Are lesser in me now.... Cause there is too much to think about.... The exam is coming and hunting me like Ghost..... hahahahahaha.............
Okie Readers.... I will Update more soon or from time to time.........
Love to all.
Pei Yee
Where shall i start.... Hmmmpp...... Talking about my feelings. I have been happy while there is friends and family around me but there is something that make that drawback.... I couldn't figure out what is that i missed out in my life i really don't know.
Nowadays my class finishes at night at my friends walk me to the station. Is not so bad after all. As the routine goes, I work in the morning and in the evening i settle with my class. As i reach home is very late night...... My dinner time is always 10 that will be the earliest.
As every friday I do not work, I will go club on thursday night in Jalan Doraisamy Asia Heritage Row. After Class. Hahahahaha........ With a girlfriend of mine. We both got this crazy thing... Hooked up some hot Chap..... Its been long since i Flirt.... Back in high school as i could remember that i think.... Is so long......
Sooee and i will go Yum cha than come home................ Smell Heineken.... hahahha....... Pretty happy and we have vacation to look forward to go....... Happy......
About that something setback.......... I myself don't know what is that all about but sometimes can make me really sad and kind to think about those thing felt that very betray at times..... Felt stupid also you.... Sometimes.... about many things...... May be that will be part of my memories i guest......
Anyway i am leading a happy life now.... and couldn't be bothered. One who forgo friends for the same reason that it use to be is always the case i bet. My friends are right i am the stupid person here and they are the smart...... Being nice and superb friend is not something very Glamorous......................... I need to be a bit Bitchy i guest......... Hey SOooeee You Are good in those Duh..........~~~
What are my up to......................... Exams are soon here...... and the holiday mood is so much in me that i just wish i can have them all................ Seeing those X'mas tree make me even want to have more X'mas mood..... I really have a good time every X'mas................
Poems...... Are lesser in me now.... Cause there is too much to think about.... The exam is coming and hunting me like Ghost..... hahahahahaha.............
Okie Readers.... I will Update more soon or from time to time.........
Love to all.
Pei Yee
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Happy One Month and Happy Birthday Foong Ling....
Yea yea yea..... I am in good shape and everything went on well. Did not blog does not mean i lost myself in anywhere k... I am here....
I have been busy since last week. Busy with work and coach tour and assessment so by the time i come home is about 10 at night.
Friday i have work in the accounts room cause the auditor are here to check on the accounts and after work my friend Timmie called me and asked me over to her house to have dinner with the grandmother. So took a train there and brother picked me up and then when over to the house. Till everything is over I reach home about 11 at night.
As i come home dad told me tomorrow he have to go to Pagoh to give the parts to the Sales person there and on the way back we will drop by Malacca to eat and visit. So i said yes.
Wake up Saturday morning that the journey begins. I was sleeping throughout the journey like a baby in the back seats. No one but me alone. Sister still in the Camp. We have kentucky for our morning breakfast at the Highway Alor Gajah Bridge.... where they have restaurant in the Bridge.
Finally we reach Pagoh Toll and hand over the parts to the salesman. We drove all the way back to Malacca and then find the Chicken Rice. The one in Jalan Hang Jebat if i am not wrong. hahahha.... Near the Cheng Ho Museum.
Stay awhile in Malacca bought some pineapple tarts that mum wanted.........
Coming back to KL...... Have functions to attend. I will only have to choose one. My cousin gave birth and is one month....is Fullmoon....another cousin celebrating 21st Birthday....... So finally Choose to go Birthday party.....
It was a crazy night out though it was just a lounge to sit and chat...... Thank god..... I met John ....... The BM speaker.... hahahahahhaha.....Funny.....Hilarious....
With the Abang..... Masuk and Keluar...... Aiyooooooooooooooooooooooo............... anyway, Happy Birthday to you Foong Ling...... and Welcome to the World Mia~~~
All my Love...
Pei Yee Soo....
I have been busy since last week. Busy with work and coach tour and assessment so by the time i come home is about 10 at night.
Friday i have work in the accounts room cause the auditor are here to check on the accounts and after work my friend Timmie called me and asked me over to her house to have dinner with the grandmother. So took a train there and brother picked me up and then when over to the house. Till everything is over I reach home about 11 at night.
As i come home dad told me tomorrow he have to go to Pagoh to give the parts to the Sales person there and on the way back we will drop by Malacca to eat and visit. So i said yes.
Wake up Saturday morning that the journey begins. I was sleeping throughout the journey like a baby in the back seats. No one but me alone. Sister still in the Camp. We have kentucky for our morning breakfast at the Highway Alor Gajah Bridge.... where they have restaurant in the Bridge.
Finally we reach Pagoh Toll and hand over the parts to the salesman. We drove all the way back to Malacca and then find the Chicken Rice. The one in Jalan Hang Jebat if i am not wrong. hahahha.... Near the Cheng Ho Museum.
Stay awhile in Malacca bought some pineapple tarts that mum wanted.........
Coming back to KL...... Have functions to attend. I will only have to choose one. My cousin gave birth and is one month....is Fullmoon....another cousin celebrating 21st Birthday....... So finally Choose to go Birthday party.....
It was a crazy night out though it was just a lounge to sit and chat...... Thank god..... I met John ....... The BM speaker.... hahahahahhaha.....Funny.....Hilarious....
With the Abang..... Masuk and Keluar...... Aiyooooooooooooooooooooooo............... anyway, Happy Birthday to you Foong Ling...... and Welcome to the World Mia~~~
All my Love...
Pei Yee Soo....
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
To a Friend..................
"All the songs I wrote for you never met an end,
I have to stop or my Heart will never find peace ~
It's not a simple song for a normal friend,
but I guess this is my last piece ~"
Original Version By Ishmael Ho.
All the songs I wrote for you will never met an end,
I'll have to stop or my Heart will be at a losing end,
It's not a simple song for a normal friend,
but I guess this will be my last piece of hymns to you my lovely friend.
In the part of the song which mostly heal my heart,
Between line and verse is every bit of my word,
To heal and go on that's where it shall be heard,
For you to know that is all my precious word.
Never easy never simple yet is always complicated,
Use to be a perfect moment i miss them most,
Lost and found there you go to the Up tight most,
Believe in You that where i never Lost.
It might be a calling, it might be a test,
No matter what the out come is, I shall give my best,
Doing things that I do not want regrets at bay,
Till the sunrise or sunset i will be in Summer set Bay.
Holding on to words of yours,
Giving me moments a peace in heart,
As the song that will sing in me,
This will be a piece in my heart.
Amend and composed by Pei Yee Soo.
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee
I have to stop or my Heart will never find peace ~
It's not a simple song for a normal friend,
but I guess this is my last piece ~"
Original Version By Ishmael Ho.
All the songs I wrote for you will never met an end,
I'll have to stop or my Heart will be at a losing end,
It's not a simple song for a normal friend,
but I guess this will be my last piece of hymns to you my lovely friend.
In the part of the song which mostly heal my heart,
Between line and verse is every bit of my word,
To heal and go on that's where it shall be heard,
For you to know that is all my precious word.
Never easy never simple yet is always complicated,
Use to be a perfect moment i miss them most,
Lost and found there you go to the Up tight most,
Believe in You that where i never Lost.
It might be a calling, it might be a test,
No matter what the out come is, I shall give my best,
Doing things that I do not want regrets at bay,
Till the sunrise or sunset i will be in Summer set Bay.
Holding on to words of yours,
Giving me moments a peace in heart,
As the song that will sing in me,
This will be a piece in my heart.
Amend and composed by Pei Yee Soo.
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Halloween!
what a halloween night i have!! is wonderful...... Is a tiring weekend for me!! Pictures says it all!!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Back in Kay Elle
It was a wonderful trip and and i have a lot of fun! I am already planning the next trip to Thailand. Wink! The Shopping Queen.
Our bus left about 10 and the journey throughout i suffer as i cannot sleep in the bus cause i am not sleepy and slept to much in the day time. So i am the Sign board keeper.... I read each sign board telling me how many more Kilometers to Thailand border.......... that was my night. Couldn't sleep no sleeping pill.....
We arrive in Thai border about 7.30 in the morning and i see a lot of Malaysian going in to Thailand for the short break. We waited about one hour to get the passport stamp. So many people and so so long queue.
by 9.30 everyone is craving for food and we stop somewhere near to eat..... First Meal in Thailand I eat the Wantan Noodles.. that is very nice....... Our tour guide then bring us to a temple and then some souvenir shop and also bird nest. I went for the Temple and the Souvenir shop but not bird nest. I was sleeping in the bus. Too tire for that...... Slept through.........
Finally we reach hotel and we check in. Give a big HUH.... relief!!!!! Because i slept in the bus for that moment.... i am not sleepy anymore when i reach the hotel. Finally we all get clean up, shower, and make up....... take the handbag and continue the shopping.
First day we shop and shop...... In thailand..... Ladies.... whoever plan to go thailand please save all your shoes money ....... please get them in Thailand.... Is super Cheap!!!!! RM 10 you can get something very nice already.......In total plus my cousin and mine we have twenty three pairs of Shoes and only two are mine.
Mum stop me from having to many shoes. No place for them. Which is true..... I bought three pants and some Shirts...... Oh..... i just love shopping in Thailand..........
Many Events took place in Thailand have to show you some picture....... I will show you when my sister is home from her Camp!!!! Exciting and wonderful Shopping Spree!!!!!
Our bus left about 10 and the journey throughout i suffer as i cannot sleep in the bus cause i am not sleepy and slept to much in the day time. So i am the Sign board keeper.... I read each sign board telling me how many more Kilometers to Thailand border.......... that was my night. Couldn't sleep no sleeping pill.....
We arrive in Thai border about 7.30 in the morning and i see a lot of Malaysian going in to Thailand for the short break. We waited about one hour to get the passport stamp. So many people and so so long queue.
by 9.30 everyone is craving for food and we stop somewhere near to eat..... First Meal in Thailand I eat the Wantan Noodles.. that is very nice....... Our tour guide then bring us to a temple and then some souvenir shop and also bird nest. I went for the Temple and the Souvenir shop but not bird nest. I was sleeping in the bus. Too tire for that...... Slept through.........
Finally we reach hotel and we check in. Give a big HUH.... relief!!!!! Because i slept in the bus for that moment.... i am not sleepy anymore when i reach the hotel. Finally we all get clean up, shower, and make up....... take the handbag and continue the shopping.
First day we shop and shop...... In thailand..... Ladies.... whoever plan to go thailand please save all your shoes money ....... please get them in Thailand.... Is super Cheap!!!!! RM 10 you can get something very nice already.......In total plus my cousin and mine we have twenty three pairs of Shoes and only two are mine.
Mum stop me from having to many shoes. No place for them. Which is true..... I bought three pants and some Shirts...... Oh..... i just love shopping in Thailand..........
Many Events took place in Thailand have to show you some picture....... I will show you when my sister is home from her Camp!!!! Exciting and wonderful Shopping Spree!!!!!
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Amazing Thailand~~
I have not been on vacation for a very long time since and i think is time for me to take some time off from my busy schedule lately and go on a short trip. Hey My friends don't call me till monday i will be in Thailand having my spa and shopping spree..... hahahahahaha...............
If i have the time i will stop by in the cyber cafe..... but if not then i will have to wait till monday. Anyway..... I hope i will have a safe journey there and safe home coming with the Bless Of Lord.....
I have been busy for this few days because a lot of things to do and also also the exam is piling up. My Ghosh!! Using SK-II is not going to help me anywhere i guest. the only secret is to have more beauty sleep.
I have to get things done in the office like a super girl with an emotional selfish Chief Clerk and i really thank god every moment cause He actually let me know Miss Woo as my friend and good working partner. Fated I Guest...... Tuesday when i am back the files will be like a mountain high thing and I will be running like a doolittle in my Ribon Slippers.
As for that...... is in my Office. Coming to college have to see that particular women. The Owner of the school. Stress!!! Everything went on well and i am so much looking forward towards tomorrow. I just need a very good break as i am strended here for ages long. Yea i know I have been to singapore. Enjoyed them a lot.
As for now.... better get some things in my mind..... i need to read exams are near..... oooohhhh...... Lord.... Jesus Christ!!!!! Help your little girl............
Hey people i have to go now........ Bye bye!!!
Pine Gurl!!!!
Pei Yee
If i have the time i will stop by in the cyber cafe..... but if not then i will have to wait till monday. Anyway..... I hope i will have a safe journey there and safe home coming with the Bless Of Lord.....
I have been busy for this few days because a lot of things to do and also also the exam is piling up. My Ghosh!! Using SK-II is not going to help me anywhere i guest. the only secret is to have more beauty sleep.
I have to get things done in the office like a super girl with an emotional selfish Chief Clerk and i really thank god every moment cause He actually let me know Miss Woo as my friend and good working partner. Fated I Guest...... Tuesday when i am back the files will be like a mountain high thing and I will be running like a doolittle in my Ribon Slippers.
As for that...... is in my Office. Coming to college have to see that particular women. The Owner of the school. Stress!!! Everything went on well and i am so much looking forward towards tomorrow. I just need a very good break as i am strended here for ages long. Yea i know I have been to singapore. Enjoyed them a lot.
As for now.... better get some things in my mind..... i need to read exams are near..... oooohhhh...... Lord.... Jesus Christ!!!!! Help your little girl............
Hey people i have to go now........ Bye bye!!!
Pine Gurl!!!!
Pei Yee
Monday, October 20, 2008
Five Months Report......
Only god knows the workload for this early morning..... I have to blame myself for not doing report after each class ends....
Gheez..... I have never done this before... stay up till about 3 in the morning.. just to finish the report... So much..... Thank goodness mum she did not say she wants to go anywhere if not confirm i cannot finish my work.
Going to work today i have to apply more make up than usual! hahha.... To cover the sleepy face i have..... pretty tired though,........
Today everything is fine and one wednesday and thurday i will have exams coming up. Oo....hoooo...... Have to start reading materials!!!
Gheez..... I have never done this before... stay up till about 3 in the morning.. just to finish the report... So much..... Thank goodness mum she did not say she wants to go anywhere if not confirm i cannot finish my work.
Going to work today i have to apply more make up than usual! hahha.... To cover the sleepy face i have..... pretty tired though,........
Today everything is fine and one wednesday and thurday i will have exams coming up. Oo....hoooo...... Have to start reading materials!!!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Mother and Daughter Shopping Day
I slept about 3.30a.m in the morning on saturday night after coming home about 1.30a.m from Quattro and Alexis. Slept till about 10.30 a.m and Ya Ting mother called to see whether is Ya Ting telling the truth about she meeting up with me and stayed over here. I have just done something that i not suppose to do. I know..... But i just don't know what to do. At times i am torn apart. Bad in handling situation like this.
Came down stairs after changing my bedsheets and pillowcase.
Mum decided to go to Auntie Nancy's place. My aunt join the MM2H program. We went without sister today. As she already have plans meeting up with her friends. So dad,mum and I went there. She bought the house for RM2.2 million but is a very worth buying house cause everything in the is already done nicely and interior all well done up for them. Worth the price.
After having some time there talking and talking. Mum and I decided we should make a move. We decided to shop for wedding dinner dress. Opps Not marrying yet..... Just for functions. Getting tired of my closet at times.
Went round in Sungei Wang to look for stuff. Finally met Davin in XEX boutique. Fashion designer who picks everything for me today. Well done Davin....... Bought a dinner dress for about RM200 and then a piece of shirt worth RM159. hahahha!!!! Mum bought something very in fashion now..... is like a coat things.... very nice.....
We spend shopping hours about five hours shopping which starts about 4 pm.
We talk about a lot. Meanwhile having some rest mum and I went to pick up some drinks in Starbucks. Mum take cappuccino and for me is Caramel. Ice blended. Mum talks about my sister and complains about her.... Sometimes my sister just love freedom too much that she forget entirely about family time.
Mum asked me how am I lately? It was awesome talking to her nowadays. She asked about Him, about my personal life and my plans for future. I told her everything very frank today. My heart felt so good. Mum i love you....... Muacks...!! She finally letting go and moving on with me life. She talk to me like a friend. I felt happy today. May be mum has Heard something from God. How Blessed.
Continue shopping for shoes and bags.... but did not see any may be we are very tire then. Wink!!! Reach home only about 10.30 pm as dad did not go for shopping he pick us up in Ampang train station.
today we have three full bags, paper bags...... and is very nice.....shopping day today.
that all from me......
Pine gurl....
Pei Yee Soo
Came down stairs after changing my bedsheets and pillowcase.
Mum decided to go to Auntie Nancy's place. My aunt join the MM2H program. We went without sister today. As she already have plans meeting up with her friends. So dad,mum and I went there. She bought the house for RM2.2 million but is a very worth buying house cause everything in the is already done nicely and interior all well done up for them. Worth the price.
After having some time there talking and talking. Mum and I decided we should make a move. We decided to shop for wedding dinner dress. Opps Not marrying yet..... Just for functions. Getting tired of my closet at times.
Went round in Sungei Wang to look for stuff. Finally met Davin in XEX boutique. Fashion designer who picks everything for me today. Well done Davin....... Bought a dinner dress for about RM200 and then a piece of shirt worth RM159. hahahha!!!! Mum bought something very in fashion now..... is like a coat things.... very nice.....
We spend shopping hours about five hours shopping which starts about 4 pm.
We talk about a lot. Meanwhile having some rest mum and I went to pick up some drinks in Starbucks. Mum take cappuccino and for me is Caramel. Ice blended. Mum talks about my sister and complains about her.... Sometimes my sister just love freedom too much that she forget entirely about family time.
Mum asked me how am I lately? It was awesome talking to her nowadays. She asked about Him, about my personal life and my plans for future. I told her everything very frank today. My heart felt so good. Mum i love you....... Muacks...!! She finally letting go and moving on with me life. She talk to me like a friend. I felt happy today. May be mum has Heard something from God. How Blessed.
Continue shopping for shoes and bags.... but did not see any may be we are very tire then. Wink!!! Reach home only about 10.30 pm as dad did not go for shopping he pick us up in Ampang train station.
today we have three full bags, paper bags...... and is very nice.....shopping day today.
that all from me......
Pine gurl....
Pei Yee Soo
Saturday, October 18, 2008
.....Broken Road.......
A broken road i am walking,
With that road I still see Light,
With you walking away from my life completely,
Is a heart broken moment i felt,
Every long lost stream.
There will always a northern star,
With God Bless the Journey I choose,
Regrets of Never of no regrets,
Finding true love which I found,
In the years of knowing you,
But again the Broken Road i Walked alone,
Seeing you moving on in life,
I still remember,
Hold my hand when someone broke my heart,
With the arms you held around me,
A wall has created,
But now i am on the broken road with broken soul,
May God Bless the Broken Soul.
Pine Gurl
Composed Lyrics : Pei Yee Soo Jaszmynn
With that road I still see Light,
With you walking away from my life completely,
Is a heart broken moment i felt,
Every long lost stream.
There will always a northern star,
With God Bless the Journey I choose,
Regrets of Never of no regrets,
Finding true love which I found,
In the years of knowing you,
But again the Broken Road i Walked alone,
Seeing you moving on in life,
I still remember,
Hold my hand when someone broke my heart,
With the arms you held around me,
A wall has created,
But now i am on the broken road with broken soul,
May God Bless the Broken Soul.
Pine Gurl
Composed Lyrics : Pei Yee Soo Jaszmynn
Evening Movie Nightime Party!!!
Went movie with my office friends.... and bosses.... Susie, Dominic....... Iceman came along..... with his friend Nelson! Nice friend and funny.....
The group say want to watch mama mia together and so we all went. I watch it this is the fourth time ...... besides... i watch three time before this with different people.
After movie Iceman sent me back. .... How crazy in less than 30 minutes i was in the house, My cousin andrew called the one that owns the Gent2 car before and now he has a vios...... Asked whether we all going to Quattro! He very smart cause he know i surely go.......
Finally get in Quattro.... Very awesome place but then i today not so nice as there is no room to move around......... May be next week see how....... As the matter of fact i just arrive home about 1.30 a.m in the morning now...!!! Still having my make up on!!! hahahaha!!!!! Nothing much in quattro to talk about as the music there got live band and nice songs....... In details have to go Feel than only understand...!!!
Exciting evening........ Very nice!!! Sleeping now............ Quattro free flow today!!! hahahaha..... Drowsy abit!!!
Pine gurl
Pei Yee
The group say want to watch mama mia together and so we all went. I watch it this is the fourth time ...... besides... i watch three time before this with different people.
After movie Iceman sent me back. .... How crazy in less than 30 minutes i was in the house, My cousin andrew called the one that owns the Gent2 car before and now he has a vios...... Asked whether we all going to Quattro! He very smart cause he know i surely go.......
Finally get in Quattro.... Very awesome place but then i today not so nice as there is no room to move around......... May be next week see how....... As the matter of fact i just arrive home about 1.30 a.m in the morning now...!!! Still having my make up on!!! hahahaha!!!!! Nothing much in quattro to talk about as the music there got live band and nice songs....... In details have to go Feel than only understand...!!!
Exciting evening........ Very nice!!! Sleeping now............ Quattro free flow today!!! hahahaha..... Drowsy abit!!!
Pine gurl
Pei Yee
Friday, October 17, 2008
Fun day.......at office!
okie okie ...... I know i haven been updating myself. Busy schedule... Sorry k.
I did not realize my last blog was on monday!! Hahaha!!! Sorry k ....... Is just that lately I don't know much about the life I lead and office work too much and a little busier than usual. So lets not carried away with that.......... To much to say about it.... hahahaha.......
My two lovely masters went out lunch. Dominic wants to make passport so he require passport picture. Okie ..... fine i accompany him go take the picture in Semua House. The pictures will be collected the very next day. Dominic Yeh Yeh.... always look funny in pictures......
The very next day we three Susie, Dominic and I went to Semua house to have our Lunch and Dom went to collect his picture...... He did not want us to See the picture and then me and Susie Tickle him and then he Say...... I kena bully and molested!!! ...... Argggg.....!!!!!
Till the end we still never get a peep at the picture......finally give up lor.....
We have so much time together............... and Looking and counting the days i left in the office is like so fast one month and after one month.......Is just the way.......Life Move on.................[smile]
OOHHH..... yea.... To my friends...... I no longer with that Seven Kilo Since i came back from Penang!!! Manage to loose them all!!!!
How Blessed.!!!!hahahahahahaahhaa..................
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee
I did not realize my last blog was on monday!! Hahaha!!! Sorry k ....... Is just that lately I don't know much about the life I lead and office work too much and a little busier than usual. So lets not carried away with that.......... To much to say about it.... hahahaha.......
My two lovely masters went out lunch. Dominic wants to make passport so he require passport picture. Okie ..... fine i accompany him go take the picture in Semua House. The pictures will be collected the very next day. Dominic Yeh Yeh.... always look funny in pictures......
The very next day we three Susie, Dominic and I went to Semua house to have our Lunch and Dom went to collect his picture...... He did not want us to See the picture and then me and Susie Tickle him and then he Say...... I kena bully and molested!!! ...... Argggg.....!!!!!
Till the end we still never get a peep at the picture......finally give up lor.....
We have so much time together............... and Looking and counting the days i left in the office is like so fast one month and after one month.......Is just the way.......Life Move on.................[smile]
OOHHH..... yea.... To my friends...... I no longer with that Seven Kilo Since i came back from Penang!!! Manage to loose them all!!!!
How Blessed.!!!!hahahahahahaahhaa..................
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee
Monday, October 13, 2008
Achievement
Smiling the whole of the afternoon and evening. I went to work in the morning like usual and i leave for School in the afternoon as for today I have group presentation and in my team I am the only English badge student.
I was elected as the Team Leader and my group have 3 person which includes that make out 4 person. They are Donald, Sue, and Tom. We have ten groups to defend the Champion for the day. I thought i was going to be in the same group with Farid but then Sir said each group need someone with English and English badge student is very limited.
I was the team leader for the Jaszmynn Group . Lecturer asked them to name our group and Donald just say the Jaszmynn Group! Well... Being always proud of my name i better make sure my group get in Top Three..... Finally is Jaszmynn Group! Blushing!!!
I am happy because they love me and they really take consideration of most things we discuss in the group. Started the game by Introducing Malaysia that is part one. Well i Did an Awesome job for this. Introducing Malaysia did not say how and what criteria. My Group wasn't the first.... Thanks God. We were Number 6.
My group members are required to speak different Language by saying Welcome to Malaysia followed by the narration by me. Introducing Malaysia that makes it so real and so much fun. I use our Malaysia Language which is Well Known as the Rojak Language. Wink. [Proud]
Follow by some slides event that is more for my group to get marks...... and I am very proud of them. Finally everyone have to speak about the road Map. Well i get the Jalan Syed Putra which is known as Jalan Istana followed by KL sentral and the National Museum.
The we beat the team by 6 marks and we emerged champion and i am very very happy. The hard work paid off..... and i would like to thank the corporation of my fellow group members. There is no arguing and everything went on so well.
Farid, for once i am dying to beat you.....!!!! Well I did......... It was fun!!!!
That goes the Jaszmynn group!!!
Pine Gurl!!!
Pei Yee
I was elected as the Team Leader and my group have 3 person which includes that make out 4 person. They are Donald, Sue, and Tom. We have ten groups to defend the Champion for the day. I thought i was going to be in the same group with Farid but then Sir said each group need someone with English and English badge student is very limited.
I was the team leader for the Jaszmynn Group . Lecturer asked them to name our group and Donald just say the Jaszmynn Group! Well... Being always proud of my name i better make sure my group get in Top Three..... Finally is Jaszmynn Group! Blushing!!!
I am happy because they love me and they really take consideration of most things we discuss in the group. Started the game by Introducing Malaysia that is part one. Well i Did an Awesome job for this. Introducing Malaysia did not say how and what criteria. My Group wasn't the first.... Thanks God. We were Number 6.
My group members are required to speak different Language by saying Welcome to Malaysia followed by the narration by me. Introducing Malaysia that makes it so real and so much fun. I use our Malaysia Language which is Well Known as the Rojak Language. Wink. [Proud]
Follow by some slides event that is more for my group to get marks...... and I am very proud of them. Finally everyone have to speak about the road Map. Well i get the Jalan Syed Putra which is known as Jalan Istana followed by KL sentral and the National Museum.
The we beat the team by 6 marks and we emerged champion and i am very very happy. The hard work paid off..... and i would like to thank the corporation of my fellow group members. There is no arguing and everything went on so well.
Farid, for once i am dying to beat you.....!!!! Well I did......... It was fun!!!!
That goes the Jaszmynn group!!!
Pine Gurl!!!
Pei Yee
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Thought of Leaving
I will have my coach test somewhere next month and that makes me think about my next plan. To stay or to leave?
After exam i would really have the idea of continue working and earn scholarship from the place i work to continue my studies. I find working is fun and more exciting and challenging in life.
As the usual thing, Mum wants me to stay and study till i finish and work but i have a different perspective of view which make me confuse at times. Mum has the point that my age is 21 next year and better earn a degree before dad retire.
I would want to work in place and at the same time i will get to study like what i am doing now. Dad did not say much as he always tells his daughter to listen to the heart. Noble guy......
I have been thinking of leaving for Singapore and have more experience there before i come home. Wonder what does it takes for me to decide like this in my life. I am afraid the decision i make will make me regret as on the other hand i would like to try new things in life.
I know is exciting but that is who i am actually. My parents know me for the person in the house but not much about outside ...... is like two phase of life in house and out there...... Sounds Stupid i know.....
Hard hard hard decision......
My exams are nearer and a lot preparation are not done yet........ Tired,..... So So tired.. with everything and anything............ Sigh....
Pine Gurl...
Pei Yee Soo
After exam i would really have the idea of continue working and earn scholarship from the place i work to continue my studies. I find working is fun and more exciting and challenging in life.
As the usual thing, Mum wants me to stay and study till i finish and work but i have a different perspective of view which make me confuse at times. Mum has the point that my age is 21 next year and better earn a degree before dad retire.
I would want to work in place and at the same time i will get to study like what i am doing now. Dad did not say much as he always tells his daughter to listen to the heart. Noble guy......
I have been thinking of leaving for Singapore and have more experience there before i come home. Wonder what does it takes for me to decide like this in my life. I am afraid the decision i make will make me regret as on the other hand i would like to try new things in life.
I know is exciting but that is who i am actually. My parents know me for the person in the house but not much about outside ...... is like two phase of life in house and out there...... Sounds Stupid i know.....
Hard hard hard decision......
My exams are nearer and a lot preparation are not done yet........ Tired,..... So So tired.. with everything and anything............ Sigh....
Pine Gurl...
Pei Yee Soo
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Time Changes........
For a reason i am naive about,
A reason of no time yet limit,
Precious moments i had once,
Make things seems different entirely.
Ocean are never predictable,
High wave with tremendous color,
Separations there seems to be expected,
Of the heart that Yet Diving Deep.
Addictions with a part of me,
i love a things without a reason,
Silly and childish that's what i portray,
As to know of myself that is who i am suppose to be!
Summer Winter Autumn Spring,
Years of Years that i am Waiting,
Courage that i have may reborn in Spring,
Yet I moved on in a dignity String........
Pine Gurl!!!!
Pei Yee Soo
A reason of no time yet limit,
Precious moments i had once,
Make things seems different entirely.
Ocean are never predictable,
High wave with tremendous color,
Separations there seems to be expected,
Of the heart that Yet Diving Deep.
Addictions with a part of me,
i love a things without a reason,
Silly and childish that's what i portray,
As to know of myself that is who i am suppose to be!
Summer Winter Autumn Spring,
Years of Years that i am Waiting,
Courage that i have may reborn in Spring,
Yet I moved on in a dignity String........
Pine Gurl!!!!
Pei Yee Soo
Friday, October 10, 2008
Dior Makes my Day.
As from my previous blog i said i was very sad in the morning. Yes i am sad then. Even now but there is nothing much i can do but move on. [smile].
So during lunch time Dominic Yeh Yeh got court in Jalan Duta. Cannot join us for lunch. Actually Miss Susie wanted to go shopping on her own. Then i bump in to her in the lift and decided to go shopping with her.
We went to SOGO to do the Shopping. She saw the lipstick by Dior and wanted to buy them but couldn't find the right friend to go so finally i go with her. She decided to get the Lipstick after trying it by the make-up artist.
She finally saw the latest Dior Eyeshadow. She just told the guy to try it on me and see how the effect goes. hahahahah...... It turn out very nice and the technique of applying them is so so nice. No longer look like an Indian girl eyes. Relief.
The afternoon i manage to pull through by being emotionally okie. Finally is Six and going home with Shirley. Miss Lina always chat with me when i enter her room to get the Cheques sign! Love talking to her... She is the Fashion Gala!!! hahahaha!!! Have some plans by going shopping with her..... wonder how that sounds and look.
hahahha!!! Besides.... going and getting make-up on my face, Susie also bought Hugo Boss Feme. Is Lovely...... We went round all the counter to test try the perfume! hahahahaha!!!!! I smell like Perfume Girl in the afternoon in the Office. I like being pretty and makes me smile.
See my boss they aren't like other Silly boss who showed off.... but they share their joy!! .......
So finally got home get my phone.... wait what some more......of cause is pictures time........ here they are......
So during lunch time Dominic Yeh Yeh got court in Jalan Duta. Cannot join us for lunch. Actually Miss Susie wanted to go shopping on her own. Then i bump in to her in the lift and decided to go shopping with her.
We went to SOGO to do the Shopping. She saw the lipstick by Dior and wanted to buy them but couldn't find the right friend to go so finally i go with her. She decided to get the Lipstick after trying it by the make-up artist.
She finally saw the latest Dior Eyeshadow. She just told the guy to try it on me and see how the effect goes. hahahahah...... It turn out very nice and the technique of applying them is so so nice. No longer look like an Indian girl eyes. Relief.
The afternoon i manage to pull through by being emotionally okie. Finally is Six and going home with Shirley. Miss Lina always chat with me when i enter her room to get the Cheques sign! Love talking to her... She is the Fashion Gala!!! hahahaha!!! Have some plans by going shopping with her..... wonder how that sounds and look.
hahahha!!! Besides.... going and getting make-up on my face, Susie also bought Hugo Boss Feme. Is Lovely...... We went round all the counter to test try the perfume! hahahahaha!!!!! I smell like Perfume Girl in the afternoon in the Office. I like being pretty and makes me smile.
See my boss they aren't like other Silly boss who showed off.... but they share their joy!! .......
So finally got home get my phone.... wait what some more......of cause is pictures time........ here they are......
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Phase of Life again!
I haven been blogging lately is because i am in the situation that is called phase of life moment. This is the third time happen in my 20 years of life. My moods swings so bad that in the office i keep reminding myself that i have to be myself then.
Is a struggle that i have to go through in life. I don't know how to describe the feeling of it but i know everyone will go through this transition period. [smile].... I still can take it and not emotionally shut down. Just that i really have to get serious in many things that is coming up in my life.
In the beginning i was confused with myself not anyone else. Confuse about a lot of things that i just think so much about. Make my lost in my own world. Like the sun is shed of by the heavy clouds that no one can me smile from my heart no more. Is very sad and difficult to understand.
I am now learning to go back to a place i belong and i will never regret that life i choose for myself. The process is hard but that is never harder than the first time i move on with this kind of life. I just need to escape from where i am now to have a good break and be back to continue the journey i am about to continue walking.
I wrote poems to expressed my sadness and guilt that i have cause to many out there. Feeling bad and sorrow. I dare not post it here cause it shall remain as a piece of me that is secret and safe. I shall not disclosed more as the result of doing so it will make me cry.... Just May be!!!! [smile]
This poem i about to write come directly from my heart now.
As I move on on the ground i fall,
Struggle and pain pinching through my mind,
What about now that i have to go through more thing,
As a child who have that bleeding love in her.
Strongly i touch the eternity,
Gently i allow HIM to held my soul,
Lift me up again like once i Lost,
That i Hope i will never lose that again.
Journey of this winding road,
Is just blessed that i am Surviving through,
With prayers and whispers that sent By Him,
Make a child of HIM to be Better In Time.
Patient i hold on to,
A greatest gift that ever i could have,
Walking with glory of mind,
I shall arrived there when the time tell me so.
P/S: I Love You.
I will be there!! That is something I promise you My Dear Friends. Years of love is grown by bond and time. May God Blessed you~~
Is a struggle that i have to go through in life. I don't know how to describe the feeling of it but i know everyone will go through this transition period. [smile].... I still can take it and not emotionally shut down. Just that i really have to get serious in many things that is coming up in my life.
In the beginning i was confused with myself not anyone else. Confuse about a lot of things that i just think so much about. Make my lost in my own world. Like the sun is shed of by the heavy clouds that no one can me smile from my heart no more. Is very sad and difficult to understand.
I am now learning to go back to a place i belong and i will never regret that life i choose for myself. The process is hard but that is never harder than the first time i move on with this kind of life. I just need to escape from where i am now to have a good break and be back to continue the journey i am about to continue walking.
I wrote poems to expressed my sadness and guilt that i have cause to many out there. Feeling bad and sorrow. I dare not post it here cause it shall remain as a piece of me that is secret and safe. I shall not disclosed more as the result of doing so it will make me cry.... Just May be!!!! [smile]
This poem i about to write come directly from my heart now.
As I move on on the ground i fall,
Struggle and pain pinching through my mind,
What about now that i have to go through more thing,
As a child who have that bleeding love in her.
Strongly i touch the eternity,
Gently i allow HIM to held my soul,
Lift me up again like once i Lost,
That i Hope i will never lose that again.
Journey of this winding road,
Is just blessed that i am Surviving through,
With prayers and whispers that sent By Him,
Make a child of HIM to be Better In Time.
Patient i hold on to,
A greatest gift that ever i could have,
Walking with glory of mind,
I shall arrived there when the time tell me so.
P/S: I Love You.
I will be there!! That is something I promise you My Dear Friends. Years of love is grown by bond and time. May God Blessed you~~
Monday, October 6, 2008
Angel- Westlife
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
P/s: I wish i could be in the Arms of the Angel and fly away just like that! I Love you.... That the True HIM and I hear you..... I know is your Sound you sent that to me!!! Love you God!!!
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
P/s: I wish i could be in the Arms of the Angel and fly away just like that! I Love you.... That the True HIM and I hear you..... I know is your Sound you sent that to me!!! Love you God!!!
Photo Shooting day!
Everyone knows my sister just graduated yea.... so she haven take her graduation pictures. Then it was yesterday they have booked the date and told me last minute.... as usual malaysian timing very very good one.
Okie. I am absolute fine with them telling me last minute but the sad thing is I got to find out I lost one of the pants my aunt bought for me from UK. Sad Case. So no choice i wear Dorothy Perkins Pants. Thank goodness i still look very nice. If not waste the photo shoot only.
So having the top i went shopping for in Rest & Relax so just wear that and go.
While taking the photo shoot. I have a good rest. Finish with posing. My sister change her attire mum also change the attire. Only me and dad. The cool part here.... when Dad and I took picture meanwhile they were changing.... Just One take then he say Okie!! Very Good!! Wah Glamour.......... hahahaha!!!!
Posing and posing..... i have so much fun in there..... more to come for my 21st Birthday picture that i am going to take! Anxious and cannot wait. hahahahaha!!! I love taking pictures and i hope the pictures turn out good! Wait for them!!!!
I will be viewing them next week and choose them. Photo Awaits me...!!!! Miss them and i will be loving them!!!!!
Pine Gurl!
Pei Yee.
Okie. I am absolute fine with them telling me last minute but the sad thing is I got to find out I lost one of the pants my aunt bought for me from UK. Sad Case. So no choice i wear Dorothy Perkins Pants. Thank goodness i still look very nice. If not waste the photo shoot only.
So having the top i went shopping for in Rest & Relax so just wear that and go.
While taking the photo shoot. I have a good rest. Finish with posing. My sister change her attire mum also change the attire. Only me and dad. The cool part here.... when Dad and I took picture meanwhile they were changing.... Just One take then he say Okie!! Very Good!! Wah Glamour.......... hahahaha!!!!
Posing and posing..... i have so much fun in there..... more to come for my 21st Birthday picture that i am going to take! Anxious and cannot wait. hahahahaha!!! I love taking pictures and i hope the pictures turn out good! Wait for them!!!!
I will be viewing them next week and choose them. Photo Awaits me...!!!! Miss them and i will be loving them!!!!!
Pine Gurl!
Pei Yee.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Late Night Out!
My day starts at at 3 in the afternoon. My friend come pick me up and went to get the car wash at the near by car wash station. Knowing is birthday party on that day should sent the car for cleaning the day before.... anyway....... The person who clean the car did quite a quick job and we went straight to Secret recipe's in Ampang Point Area. Decided to take Chocolate Banana and American Brownie!
Later we went to Giant supermarket and get some Carbonate Drinks for the guest. okie... My friend sent me home and the next moment Melissa called and say she is already in the train on the way to Ampang. Take the car drove all the way back to the train station and pick them up. Just in time when i reach!! Lucky Not late... Wooohooo..... Raining heavily some more.
Mel and Ngiam came over to my house and then only i get change. I haven even changed when i went to pick them up. [smile]. Settle them with TV and Dad entertain my friend. Love you Pa.... Mum was singing! then yea...... Went to get change and put on the attire i plan on putting and head off..... Ohh yea.... I wore a new pair of shoes.....
About 6 i went to the party and then Ish just arrived. He went to pick Jane and they arrive. Very good. Most of them turn up include Tim though is late but better than never!!! Party Started and eat and chat and hang around...... Thats nice get to meet up with my friend......Missed them..... and finally i know Chew Yee and Daniel as well as Wong. hahahahhaa nice knowing you guys......
Later in the night.... Birthday boy sent everyone home but he is new driver and is in the night so got no choice but for me to direct the way...... what a day... Anyway is my pleasure to do that cause that Really makes me a city girl.... Drop Louis first in taman Ta..... then have to go to Westin Hotel to drop Chew Yee and then Cheras For Wong and Wangsa Maju for Daniel and Jane.
Once we reach Wangsa Maju Section 2 everybody agrees to have a drink. Ish is very tired and he is not well... sneezing through in the car... Tissue pun habis..... we ordered drinks and Ish have some food because he never really eat when you become the host. hahahaha!!! For sure...
Ohh.... sad thing happen then.... Mum is ringing my phone like christmas bell is ringing.... If that would be a X'mas bell i won't mind.... this bell calling asking me to be back immediately and my emotion went straight in to the drain. Telling her not to wait she wants to wait then i have got no choice..... Unless if i did not tell. Anyway came home you know this you know that.... a girl going out this late Bla bla bla...... well..... Just Speechless.... They care that why......
Anyway not the first time i am this late..... Just that i was with my cousins she is alright...!!! Gheez how long would i want to have Cousins outing only i can go out alone!!! I really wonder in my Dreams at times!!! Hmmm........ or my pet bro and sister...... Sick!!!
Anyway the night end with a total stressed!! They gave me!! I hit all the read light and go home!! Speeding at 100h/km to get home... i was to stressed.... and just thank god i am home! I don't know exactly what was i doing..... All i know mum is going to scream if i am back later than this..... So Speed.... Then my music was loud..... but the feeling of speeding it was nice. hahahahhaa!!!!
I reach home 2a.m in the morning and by the time take my make up off and shower and clean up is about 3 in the morning. hahahhaa........ very nice day.......
Loving so so much!! Despite the stress i Think is worth it!
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee..
Later we went to Giant supermarket and get some Carbonate Drinks for the guest. okie... My friend sent me home and the next moment Melissa called and say she is already in the train on the way to Ampang. Take the car drove all the way back to the train station and pick them up. Just in time when i reach!! Lucky Not late... Wooohooo..... Raining heavily some more.
Mel and Ngiam came over to my house and then only i get change. I haven even changed when i went to pick them up. [smile]. Settle them with TV and Dad entertain my friend. Love you Pa.... Mum was singing! then yea...... Went to get change and put on the attire i plan on putting and head off..... Ohh yea.... I wore a new pair of shoes.....
About 6 i went to the party and then Ish just arrived. He went to pick Jane and they arrive. Very good. Most of them turn up include Tim though is late but better than never!!! Party Started and eat and chat and hang around...... Thats nice get to meet up with my friend......Missed them..... and finally i know Chew Yee and Daniel as well as Wong. hahahahhaa nice knowing you guys......
Later in the night.... Birthday boy sent everyone home but he is new driver and is in the night so got no choice but for me to direct the way...... what a day... Anyway is my pleasure to do that cause that Really makes me a city girl.... Drop Louis first in taman Ta..... then have to go to Westin Hotel to drop Chew Yee and then Cheras For Wong and Wangsa Maju for Daniel and Jane.
Once we reach Wangsa Maju Section 2 everybody agrees to have a drink. Ish is very tired and he is not well... sneezing through in the car... Tissue pun habis..... we ordered drinks and Ish have some food because he never really eat when you become the host. hahahaha!!! For sure...
Ohh.... sad thing happen then.... Mum is ringing my phone like christmas bell is ringing.... If that would be a X'mas bell i won't mind.... this bell calling asking me to be back immediately and my emotion went straight in to the drain. Telling her not to wait she wants to wait then i have got no choice..... Unless if i did not tell. Anyway came home you know this you know that.... a girl going out this late Bla bla bla...... well..... Just Speechless.... They care that why......
Anyway not the first time i am this late..... Just that i was with my cousins she is alright...!!! Gheez how long would i want to have Cousins outing only i can go out alone!!! I really wonder in my Dreams at times!!! Hmmm........ or my pet bro and sister...... Sick!!!
Anyway the night end with a total stressed!! They gave me!! I hit all the read light and go home!! Speeding at 100h/km to get home... i was to stressed.... and just thank god i am home! I don't know exactly what was i doing..... All i know mum is going to scream if i am back later than this..... So Speed.... Then my music was loud..... but the feeling of speeding it was nice. hahahahhaa!!!!
I reach home 2a.m in the morning and by the time take my make up off and shower and clean up is about 3 in the morning. hahahhaa........ very nice day.......
Loving so so much!! Despite the stress i Think is worth it!
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee..
Saturday, October 4, 2008
fUN AND tiring Day!!!
The past three days was something unimaginable cause no one will be as bored as me. I was practically stranded in the house. All i did was sleep, Internet, and watching movies from those pirated DVDs i bought in Penang then.
Yesterday was the same in the morning. My sister went out with he Boyfriend to Pavilion so me and dad was in the house. Mum goes to work. Poor Mummy. hahahaha!! So till about 5pm i received a message from Kenneth bro saying that he will be coming about 11 to take us out. I was overwhelming. So happy. Then So happen my friend come over to Carrefoure Hypermarket which is next to my Garden where i am staying now.
Meet up about 9pm then do my friend birthday shopping and I manage to wish my friend face to face happy birthday. What a nice wish i think! Most of my close friends will know i wish them! hahahaha!! But anyway the wish wasn't that complete for me cause my dear friend here so scared of misunderstanding so the wish wasn't with any greets. You guys should know what i meant by complete greet. Anyway..... they about to leave about i think about 10.30 then..
Everything that happen is very fated I guest. Now I don't see why i have to be sad for. Wink! (Smile)
I went home get change and head off to Bangsar Bilique club..... With Kenneth Bro and my sister. Then arrive in there about 11.20pm enter the club and dance till about 12.40pm..
What a wonderful day!! hahahahha....... Party hot and Hard Gurl!!!
Kenneth, thanks for making it wonderful for me. You drag me in to dance and i could not stop then!!! hahaha!!!
I now Tau Tia!!! My Head a bit drowsy still.....
Pine Gurl.......
Pei Yee.
Yesterday was the same in the morning. My sister went out with he Boyfriend to Pavilion so me and dad was in the house. Mum goes to work. Poor Mummy. hahahaha!! So till about 5pm i received a message from Kenneth bro saying that he will be coming about 11 to take us out. I was overwhelming. So happy. Then So happen my friend come over to Carrefoure Hypermarket which is next to my Garden where i am staying now.
Meet up about 9pm then do my friend birthday shopping and I manage to wish my friend face to face happy birthday. What a nice wish i think! Most of my close friends will know i wish them! hahahaha!! But anyway the wish wasn't that complete for me cause my dear friend here so scared of misunderstanding so the wish wasn't with any greets. You guys should know what i meant by complete greet. Anyway..... they about to leave about i think about 10.30 then..
Everything that happen is very fated I guest. Now I don't see why i have to be sad for. Wink! (Smile)
I went home get change and head off to Bangsar Bilique club..... With Kenneth Bro and my sister. Then arrive in there about 11.20pm enter the club and dance till about 12.40pm..
What a wonderful day!! hahahahha....... Party hot and Hard Gurl!!!
Kenneth, thanks for making it wonderful for me. You drag me in to dance and i could not stop then!!! hahaha!!!
I now Tau Tia!!! My Head a bit drowsy still.....
Pine Gurl.......
Pei Yee.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Truely Aries............ Thats Me!!!
Romance is something that no Aries can live without and the same goes for an Aries woman also. However, for her, not getting on without romance is not same as not being able to live without a man. In her heart, she will always be yearning for that someone special, thinking about him in the monsoon and that will be her idea of romance. She doesn't need a real man for it. Aries female is the one who will do anything and everything herself, without needing any male help. One of her basic personality traits is total confidence in her abilities.
She has to lead, to be the first one to do anything. At times, her independence does not go well with the male ego. However, an Aries girl never wants a puppy for a lover or a husband. She seeks a man, but not the one who constantly chases her. The best way to woo her is to throw subtle hints, be a little detached and keep her wondering. Give her the impression that you can resist her charms and she will come rushing to you, to prove that she's desirable. Aries women will never have to yearn for male attention.
They always get plenty of it, but inside they will be waiting for the one they cannot have. An Aries woman can survive even the toughest of circumstances alone and has the ability to come back even after the most gruesome tragedies. She can play the role of a female perfectly and, at the same time, can do everything that a man can do. If you have managed to subdue her aggressive drive, you will be treated to a woman who is full of optimism and has such faith in future that can uplift your mood also.
An Aries female does not like flattery. You should be sincere while complimenting her. Over-sweetness and too much closeness can make her run away, but she doesn't want you to be too detached also. You'll have to maintain that delicate balance and still keep the romance alive. Once she has committed to you, she will be extremely sentimental and very loyal. Don't dominate an Aries female and don't let her dominate you. Either of the extremes, she will not be able to tolerate. Give her reasons to be proud of you, but do not forget to praise her for her talent too. Her expectations are too high, but she will also give you double in return.
She is very possessive and love is something she can never share. She can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion. In case you have a female secretary, it is better to bid her good bye right now. If an Aries girl gets hurt, she will become as cold as the ice in your fridge and this behavior may last an entire lifetime. She is generous to the faults of her loved ones and it is better not to criticize them in front of her. On the other hand, if you are good to her, she will be extremely kind, tender, loyal and supportive.
You will get plenty of reasons to be jealous when you are with an Aries female, since she is more comfortable with men than women. However, don't be suspicious of her, she would be really hurt. She is possessive, but she doesn't like to be possessed. She wants her freedom and your complete trust. Remember, if she's committed to you, you have no reasons to doubt her loyalty and sincerity. An Aries woman is much too truthful to be involved with two people at the same time. She will first break up the relationship that is not working.
She is extremely passionate and believes in forever-lasting relationships. Though, this leaves her disillusioned many a times. She will never play games with you and is incapable of deceit. An Aries girl is nothing if not simple, innocent and very emotional. Maximum chances are that she will continue her career even after marriage. She loves challenges and believes in miracles. Though it sounds a little freaky, but miracles do happen in her case. Just like a typical Aries, she never learns from her mistakes and is likely to fall in the same hole again.
For her love means sharing and that means sharing everything, right from her emotions and checkbook to your bank account. Always respect an Aries woman and never try to dampen her zeal, or she will be hurt. Though she tries to show that she is very strong, she is as innocent and as vulnerable as a baby. Be there to comfort her when she runs up to you after being disappointed with the world. If you stand up to her when she comes to you like this, you will never ever lose her. An Aries female will never forgive you if you fail to fight for her.
In return, she will always be there with you, even if she has to go against the whole world. She is not the one to feign illness, but if she is really ill, be there to care for her. She is quite extravagant and giving her the debit cards will mean an empty bank account. She will be a caring mother, who makes no unnecessary fuss and sparks children's imagination. An Aries girl has a bad temper, but it will go away as quickly as it came and leave no grudges behind. She is a complete woman, who gets hurt easily and is totally innocent. Though she is a little impulsive and bossy, she will give you complete security, fight against the world for you and be yours forever!
P/S: I am truly an Arien Gurl, and young women.... I am proud to be Aries..... This Post really is all about Aries Girl!!! Aries Rulez..... that's who we are!!!
She has to lead, to be the first one to do anything. At times, her independence does not go well with the male ego. However, an Aries girl never wants a puppy for a lover or a husband. She seeks a man, but not the one who constantly chases her. The best way to woo her is to throw subtle hints, be a little detached and keep her wondering. Give her the impression that you can resist her charms and she will come rushing to you, to prove that she's desirable. Aries women will never have to yearn for male attention.
They always get plenty of it, but inside they will be waiting for the one they cannot have. An Aries woman can survive even the toughest of circumstances alone and has the ability to come back even after the most gruesome tragedies. She can play the role of a female perfectly and, at the same time, can do everything that a man can do. If you have managed to subdue her aggressive drive, you will be treated to a woman who is full of optimism and has such faith in future that can uplift your mood also.
An Aries female does not like flattery. You should be sincere while complimenting her. Over-sweetness and too much closeness can make her run away, but she doesn't want you to be too detached also. You'll have to maintain that delicate balance and still keep the romance alive. Once she has committed to you, she will be extremely sentimental and very loyal. Don't dominate an Aries female and don't let her dominate you. Either of the extremes, she will not be able to tolerate. Give her reasons to be proud of you, but do not forget to praise her for her talent too. Her expectations are too high, but she will also give you double in return.
She is very possessive and love is something she can never share. She can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion. In case you have a female secretary, it is better to bid her good bye right now. If an Aries girl gets hurt, she will become as cold as the ice in your fridge and this behavior may last an entire lifetime. She is generous to the faults of her loved ones and it is better not to criticize them in front of her. On the other hand, if you are good to her, she will be extremely kind, tender, loyal and supportive.
You will get plenty of reasons to be jealous when you are with an Aries female, since she is more comfortable with men than women. However, don't be suspicious of her, she would be really hurt. She is possessive, but she doesn't like to be possessed. She wants her freedom and your complete trust. Remember, if she's committed to you, you have no reasons to doubt her loyalty and sincerity. An Aries woman is much too truthful to be involved with two people at the same time. She will first break up the relationship that is not working.
She is extremely passionate and believes in forever-lasting relationships. Though, this leaves her disillusioned many a times. She will never play games with you and is incapable of deceit. An Aries girl is nothing if not simple, innocent and very emotional. Maximum chances are that she will continue her career even after marriage. She loves challenges and believes in miracles. Though it sounds a little freaky, but miracles do happen in her case. Just like a typical Aries, she never learns from her mistakes and is likely to fall in the same hole again.
For her love means sharing and that means sharing everything, right from her emotions and checkbook to your bank account. Always respect an Aries woman and never try to dampen her zeal, or she will be hurt. Though she tries to show that she is very strong, she is as innocent and as vulnerable as a baby. Be there to comfort her when she runs up to you after being disappointed with the world. If you stand up to her when she comes to you like this, you will never ever lose her. An Aries female will never forgive you if you fail to fight for her.
In return, she will always be there with you, even if she has to go against the whole world. She is not the one to feign illness, but if she is really ill, be there to care for her. She is quite extravagant and giving her the debit cards will mean an empty bank account. She will be a caring mother, who makes no unnecessary fuss and sparks children's imagination. An Aries girl has a bad temper, but it will go away as quickly as it came and leave no grudges behind. She is a complete woman, who gets hurt easily and is totally innocent. Though she is a little impulsive and bossy, she will give you complete security, fight against the world for you and be yours forever!
P/S: I am truly an Arien Gurl, and young women.... I am proud to be Aries..... This Post really is all about Aries Girl!!! Aries Rulez..... that's who we are!!!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Happy 20th Birthday Ishie!!
A poem as i always write for friends Birthday! I seldom buy cards!!!! This is a poem i wrote for you on your birthday!!! Happy Birthday!
A day has come,
Figure of age that change,
Heart and mind still remain,
A day you enter 20 years life of Saint.
Friends, and best friend and beloved friend,
A boy, A guy, and now a young man,
Watching rivers of time flow,
Here you are standing famously in Fame.
Air I breathe that of hope,
Seeing you like a Dream of Pope,
Truly amazing and fine in Robe,
With a sincere wish of Happy Birthday to you.
P/S: My Dear Ish, Happy birthday to you. Might not get to celebrate for you but hope to be the only friend that give you Birthday Poem for the first time. Happy Birthday to you....... and Be the best k........ for your Friends that love and adores you for who you are!!!!
Pine Gurl,
Pei Yee Soo
A day has come,
Figure of age that change,
Heart and mind still remain,
A day you enter 20 years life of Saint.
Friends, and best friend and beloved friend,
A boy, A guy, and now a young man,
Watching rivers of time flow,
Here you are standing famously in Fame.
Air I breathe that of hope,
Seeing you like a Dream of Pope,
Truly amazing and fine in Robe,
With a sincere wish of Happy Birthday to you.
P/S: My Dear Ish, Happy birthday to you. Might not get to celebrate for you but hope to be the only friend that give you Birthday Poem for the first time. Happy Birthday to you....... and Be the best k........ for your Friends that love and adores you for who you are!!!!
Pine Gurl,
Pei Yee Soo
Nothing is in me anymore!!!
Recently i have said and done quite lot of things. Is a big rush and now i felt very light and nothing is in me anymore. Anything that i suppose to say also have said and type in words. I felt relief.
Mark,
Jie have to thank you for being there and keep telling me what to do and finally i have made it.... and I have nothing left inside me and i can now really take a big step in to my next chapter of life.
I am feeling good now and will go find you for Yum cha.... Bill on me.!!! hahaha!!! Got win your RM30 back or not.... you haven keep me update with that.... hahahahaha....
Whatever that turns out to be i think is all fated and i accept it with respect and dignity.
The word hurt never come across me until i see my friends being sad. Hurt... a word that have causes a lot of pain to many in the world. By action, or word we people speak at times.
Mark,
Jie sometimes wish that you can stay some where nearer to me that i can go find you even when you come find me with a bicycle!! I don't mind!!! hahahaha!!!!
Yesterday and today was a holy crab staying at home doing nothing but online, tv, sleeping...............
Things that you went through was harder than mine that why i listen to u. You have grown and i am very very proud of you since the day i know you. We are fated to be sisters and brother.
hey bro, may you understand me cause we are Ariens.... hahahhaa!!!! May be.....
all my love to you......
Pine Gurl!
Pei Yee.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Festive Season!
Wishing my Muslim Friends Selamat Hari Raya.
Yeah.... Pei Yee here is stranded in the house!! Wonderful...!!! Sister went Malacca and now i am home with my parents who is talking to the insurance agent!
My day like this going to be two days... Just wish all my friends are nearby but non is so near to me!! Better still if i can walk over!!!
My next door friends brought us some Kuih Raya...... Mum and dad going to their relative house and i am not going.... cause is boring!!!
I will be wondering what next to do............. Till Late night hopefully there is some even!!!! I seriously need this!!! Regardless i think i need them!!! Serious need of those!!
Wink!!
Listening to some songs but so boring!!! Boring until don't what to do !!!! Tell me anyone!!!!!
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee, Soo
Yeah.... Pei Yee here is stranded in the house!! Wonderful...!!! Sister went Malacca and now i am home with my parents who is talking to the insurance agent!
My day like this going to be two days... Just wish all my friends are nearby but non is so near to me!! Better still if i can walk over!!!
My next door friends brought us some Kuih Raya...... Mum and dad going to their relative house and i am not going.... cause is boring!!!
I will be wondering what next to do............. Till Late night hopefully there is some even!!!! I seriously need this!!! Regardless i think i need them!!! Serious need of those!!
Wink!!
Listening to some songs but so boring!!! Boring until don't what to do !!!! Tell me anyone!!!!!
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee, Soo
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Relief!
Yesterday i went off from Office about 12 noon. I went to cash out my pay cheque immediately. Yay....
I did a fantastic shopping spree and i love it. Hmm.....
Many things came out of my mouth yesterday... the words are just spilling every moment. Was talking to my friends. Hahaha....
A lot things i have told a friend of mine. I felt relief. I have seen this person down but not so bad and so long period of time. Tremendous.!!! Hahahha...!! Is sad to see someone in this shape.
We Move on in life all the time and nothing can be done when you are hurt but just allow the time to wash it away.
I cannot see friends in this situation!! Not at all cause i know what it really feels like but then again we have to go through something in order to grow up.
Certain things make me grow so fast!! the emptiness and the hurt i been through really makes me become a stronger person today. I thank to those who did that to me cause i never be so silly anymore..... hahhhahha..!!!!
It was a relief and a big sigh in my heart that i said it all yesterday.....
To my brother mun hong,
Jie is good here,.... you don't worry about me so much. Missed you though and i really love to spend more time with you.... Find me when you are in KL next time.
Study Good K. Make all to be proud of you....!!! Be strong.!
All my Love to you MH....
Jie always...
Pine Gurl,
Pei Yee.
I did a fantastic shopping spree and i love it. Hmm.....
Many things came out of my mouth yesterday... the words are just spilling every moment. Was talking to my friends. Hahaha....
A lot things i have told a friend of mine. I felt relief. I have seen this person down but not so bad and so long period of time. Tremendous.!!! Hahahha...!! Is sad to see someone in this shape.
We Move on in life all the time and nothing can be done when you are hurt but just allow the time to wash it away.
I cannot see friends in this situation!! Not at all cause i know what it really feels like but then again we have to go through something in order to grow up.
Certain things make me grow so fast!! the emptiness and the hurt i been through really makes me become a stronger person today. I thank to those who did that to me cause i never be so silly anymore..... hahhhahha..!!!!
It was a relief and a big sigh in my heart that i said it all yesterday.....
To my brother mun hong,
Jie is good here,.... you don't worry about me so much. Missed you though and i really love to spend more time with you.... Find me when you are in KL next time.
Study Good K. Make all to be proud of you....!!! Be strong.!
All my Love to you MH....
Jie always...
Pine Gurl,
Pei Yee.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Jesse McCartney- Just So You Know!
"Just So You Know"
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
p/s: I love this song!! Beautiful!!
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
p/s: I love this song!! Beautiful!!
Smiling........T__T
Denial is the best way to life at times. We can denied everything but the truth lies within the truth.... Smile!!
Today i think again you know..... why people deny truth at times. And most of the time ended up with still the same answer!! Is it really thrilling to deny the truth? I should try someday.... !! May be is fun who know yea!!
So anyway...... today i have the shortest blog ever you people can read k..... Very short already...... Cannot be any shorter i guest!!!!
Failed to write Summary!!! hahahaha!!!
Bubbly Pine Gurl!!
Pei Yee
Today i think again you know..... why people deny truth at times. And most of the time ended up with still the same answer!! Is it really thrilling to deny the truth? I should try someday.... !! May be is fun who know yea!!
So anyway...... today i have the shortest blog ever you people can read k..... Very short already...... Cannot be any shorter i guest!!!!
Failed to write Summary!!! hahahaha!!!
Bubbly Pine Gurl!!
Pei Yee
Thursday, September 25, 2008
~Gracious~
Gracious moment i lead in my life,
where i found the answers a long the road,
Fairy tales that i hear it sound,
Where prince and princess.
With the moment i have,
With the chances i received them,
Upon the knowing of Lord...
Like the shadow that whisper,
through the night that i remember,
Is like a fairy tale......
Believe in what you are,
And trust the heart of yours,
ohh... ohh....... please don't hurt them,
As you hear them closely
they will tell you where you belong...........
Certain things i have done in my life,
Many things are wrong,
People around us come and goes,
As they like a beautiful dream.
There is road to heal the hurt,
Which painful without words,
Like an empty heart
In the darkest night,
Sitting in the corner,
waiting for the glory night.
I can choose to have a change,
when is always never too late,
When the chances are there,
Changes are big different.
Pine Gurl.
Composed by Pei Yee Soo Jaszmynn.
where i found the answers a long the road,
Fairy tales that i hear it sound,
Where prince and princess.
With the moment i have,
With the chances i received them,
Upon the knowing of Lord...
Like the shadow that whisper,
through the night that i remember,
Is like a fairy tale......
Believe in what you are,
And trust the heart of yours,
ohh... ohh....... please don't hurt them,
As you hear them closely
they will tell you where you belong...........
Certain things i have done in my life,
Many things are wrong,
People around us come and goes,
As they like a beautiful dream.
There is road to heal the hurt,
Which painful without words,
Like an empty heart
In the darkest night,
Sitting in the corner,
waiting for the glory night.
I can choose to have a change,
when is always never too late,
When the chances are there,
Changes are big different.
Pine Gurl.
Composed by Pei Yee Soo Jaszmynn.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Be alone!
single!! Wow.!!! I did not believe myself staying single for about six months and this shows time flies so fast without me knowing them! (Smile)
After six months now.... I only can tell you guys the summary about how my life been ever since.
I break up on 14 March 2008. I was a bit reluctant then but my hearts tells me that i should let it go some how. Besides he insist on that decision. I accept it with respect. Confusion was running through my mind. I think a lot about what I have done for the relationship and many sacrifices that i have ever make then.
Including losing contact with my friends because of him. Felt kind of stupid now!! (think back) hahaha.... Anyway..... My day, i was expecting it to be really bad and horrible without someone to talk to and someone i so use to calling every moment! Still life move on. Slowly i told myself stop thinking about it and i make myself occupied with work and activities.... that was the moment i move on to a whole new chapter of life. Glad doing so!
Slowly i move on.... to somewhere really far from the word hurt. I grew stronger like never before. Is like hurt this word has never appeared in my life. Consider lucky in a way Mel was there all for me and I make it myself as well. She was the best of friend i ever called to talk about everything and anything that makes me feel so good that I think i really worth more than this!
Day passed day...... my life is a routine of morning going to work and then in the afternoon i will leave for class and for now i Worked four day and one and the half revision in school!
Finally, I realize my life is mine! Why i am being taken over by something! I have make a bunch of good friends my sisters in my Office and the Greatest are my Masters... They make me move on like never before. The smile is nice!!! everyday!! i love it..!!! I bring joy to them! I manage to make it.!
What i have been through i would love to share with my friends that i cared about a lot. I missed those smiles back in Three years... That was very sincere.... Although it did not happen but i still missed those friendship moment that is so true from you. Seeing you in this way doesn't make me feel good at all.
I dare not walk any nearer as a friend because i think you needed space more..!! Standing there i might make the mistake i make last time but at the same time i just want to be the one to you that you can call me like any others....... It makes me shades tears every night in my heart to see my cheerful friend once who makes me laugh when i am down, Tickle me like you always do when you know i am very scare of them and talk rubbish when you know the right time to do it. I MISS THEM!!! I don't want to be the person not there for you when you needed someone to be with! You can call me whenever not a problem at all.
Everything is clear to me now. To meet you and able to see you smile when you see me! That is more than enough. Cause i make you smile! To a dear friend of mine Stay strong!! I know you will. Lets put things in to the past!! Is already happen!! We learn we grow! and we move on!
There is a lot of friends of yours waiting for you to be yourself!
We miss you!! the original and cheeky you!!
You know who you are my friend! I hope you read this! I really hope to see the smile again!
Hey i Can read those okie! hahahhahaa!!!! Is magical! Heavenly Blessed!
Regain yourself and move on! I know is hard but life is more of chapters!! Move on you will feel naturally happier!
Is a matter of time!
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee.
After six months now.... I only can tell you guys the summary about how my life been ever since.
I break up on 14 March 2008. I was a bit reluctant then but my hearts tells me that i should let it go some how. Besides he insist on that decision. I accept it with respect. Confusion was running through my mind. I think a lot about what I have done for the relationship and many sacrifices that i have ever make then.
Including losing contact with my friends because of him. Felt kind of stupid now!! (think back) hahaha.... Anyway..... My day, i was expecting it to be really bad and horrible without someone to talk to and someone i so use to calling every moment! Still life move on. Slowly i told myself stop thinking about it and i make myself occupied with work and activities.... that was the moment i move on to a whole new chapter of life. Glad doing so!
Slowly i move on.... to somewhere really far from the word hurt. I grew stronger like never before. Is like hurt this word has never appeared in my life. Consider lucky in a way Mel was there all for me and I make it myself as well. She was the best of friend i ever called to talk about everything and anything that makes me feel so good that I think i really worth more than this!
Day passed day...... my life is a routine of morning going to work and then in the afternoon i will leave for class and for now i Worked four day and one and the half revision in school!
Finally, I realize my life is mine! Why i am being taken over by something! I have make a bunch of good friends my sisters in my Office and the Greatest are my Masters... They make me move on like never before. The smile is nice!!! everyday!! i love it..!!! I bring joy to them! I manage to make it.!
What i have been through i would love to share with my friends that i cared about a lot. I missed those smiles back in Three years... That was very sincere.... Although it did not happen but i still missed those friendship moment that is so true from you. Seeing you in this way doesn't make me feel good at all.
I dare not walk any nearer as a friend because i think you needed space more..!! Standing there i might make the mistake i make last time but at the same time i just want to be the one to you that you can call me like any others....... It makes me shades tears every night in my heart to see my cheerful friend once who makes me laugh when i am down, Tickle me like you always do when you know i am very scare of them and talk rubbish when you know the right time to do it. I MISS THEM!!! I don't want to be the person not there for you when you needed someone to be with! You can call me whenever not a problem at all.
Everything is clear to me now. To meet you and able to see you smile when you see me! That is more than enough. Cause i make you smile! To a dear friend of mine Stay strong!! I know you will. Lets put things in to the past!! Is already happen!! We learn we grow! and we move on!
There is a lot of friends of yours waiting for you to be yourself!
We miss you!! the original and cheeky you!!
You know who you are my friend! I hope you read this! I really hope to see the smile again!
Hey i Can read those okie! hahahhahaa!!!! Is magical! Heavenly Blessed!
Regain yourself and move on! I know is hard but life is more of chapters!! Move on you will feel naturally happier!
Is a matter of time!
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee.
Nice new day!!
Placing pressure on myself as well!! the workload is so much!!! my head spinning..~~~
Somehow i felt lighter today~~
Now!! I mean!!!
Hey is a fresh day today!! What is new and exciting i really wonder at times......
Yeh Yeh,
Thanks for the support and words you gave me today knowing my emotions from my smile!
You are so brilliant!!! Wonderful yeh yeh!!
Yeh yeh, No worries k.... Mei is doing good and i will take your words.... I won't be like you never take your Father's words geh!!! hahahaha!!!!!
hey Mr Au..!!! The key board meaning we have to create something more k!
Any way that is to my Master!!!!
About me!! Follow the flow of Life that is Brilliant Idea!! I felt better now than just now!!! Probably i turn to a new face of life i guest.....
Somehow i felt lighter today~~
Now!! I mean!!!
Hey is a fresh day today!! What is new and exciting i really wonder at times......
Yeh Yeh,
Thanks for the support and words you gave me today knowing my emotions from my smile!
You are so brilliant!!! Wonderful yeh yeh!!
Yeh yeh, No worries k.... Mei is doing good and i will take your words.... I won't be like you never take your Father's words geh!!! hahahaha!!!!!
hey Mr Au..!!! The key board meaning we have to create something more k!
Any way that is to my Master!!!!
About me!! Follow the flow of Life that is Brilliant Idea!! I felt better now than just now!!! Probably i turn to a new face of life i guest.....
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Motionless Emotions!
gracious moment have come today.
Hahaha!! Sitting in the office now thinking to myself about many things! Why i always have the problem coming back to me over and over again.
I don't know what is the future that brings but i know the feeling is very true. I wonder who wants to be hurt again and again and again..... given the chance i doubt i would want that.
I seriously don't know what is hurt when i got hurt at times. I don't know when do i get hurt either..... the reason is because a lot of hurtful times i have been through hard enough and i find that what i am going through now have become no feeling to me.
My heart get stronger when i get this problem. Somethings i might never get it but thanks but i felt it before. I have been at least once being treated like a queen than never in the entire life. What not!
Seeing the person from far leading a happy life but yet i see confusion in that person but i was being push away far enough.
I might never get the chance but for now i know what is true and not true. I know what is the feeling when you find replacement...... but i promise my self i would never do that no more. is too hard at times to know things in certain aspect of life..... Wonder and mountains of thought flying through my mind now.
As the matter of fact somethings really make me wonder a lot............
Chances that i once let go.... I regret it bad......
I know it would be different if i would be there stronger...... and take that chance.
As for now i am in a mood of feeling bad for myself. I don't know why.....
A person that i cherish have told me doesn't want to get hurt no more but sometimes i wonder what is Hurt..!!!
May be is just the chance i have slip and never be the same again!
Feeling horrible despite there is presentation in the class!!
Just a mixture and blend of feeling over my head here....!!!
Hahaha!! Sitting in the office now thinking to myself about many things! Why i always have the problem coming back to me over and over again.
I don't know what is the future that brings but i know the feeling is very true. I wonder who wants to be hurt again and again and again..... given the chance i doubt i would want that.
I seriously don't know what is hurt when i got hurt at times. I don't know when do i get hurt either..... the reason is because a lot of hurtful times i have been through hard enough and i find that what i am going through now have become no feeling to me.
My heart get stronger when i get this problem. Somethings i might never get it but thanks but i felt it before. I have been at least once being treated like a queen than never in the entire life. What not!
Seeing the person from far leading a happy life but yet i see confusion in that person but i was being push away far enough.
I might never get the chance but for now i know what is true and not true. I know what is the feeling when you find replacement...... but i promise my self i would never do that no more. is too hard at times to know things in certain aspect of life..... Wonder and mountains of thought flying through my mind now.
As the matter of fact somethings really make me wonder a lot............
Chances that i once let go.... I regret it bad......
I know it would be different if i would be there stronger...... and take that chance.
As for now i am in a mood of feeling bad for myself. I don't know why.....
A person that i cherish have told me doesn't want to get hurt no more but sometimes i wonder what is Hurt..!!!
May be is just the chance i have slip and never be the same again!
Feeling horrible despite there is presentation in the class!!
Just a mixture and blend of feeling over my head here....!!!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Weekends..........
This weekend is not as pleasant like any other week because mum was very mad at both of us. I don't know why. Just the mood Swing.......
First she started screaming at the room we both now stay in and then she has got this very fantastic link topic sense and the conversation ended up in a topic call Friends and Outing..... (How Wonderful) Very Well.
Okie Start of with the ROOM.....
okie.... she starts entering my room and throw the clothes out of my room to the staircase which is very near....... then i saw it, i pick it up and keep it in the room. Dad wanted to shower ....... he then saw the Clothes there again..... there the scream started.
Then..... Carry on with this Bilik Gudang Cleaning going on in my room. I was very frustrated as i take a whole lot of clothes and throw it all on to my bed and what surprise me is that i throw about 75% of my clothed away......
Too Angry already...... At the end i don't know what i have throw away..... better not to know...... then i will pick it up!! hahahaha!!! Now i have new reasons to buy new clothes...... and no more question.!!!
Shopping Spree..!!! Coming!!! Shopping, i am coming.....
Then on Sunday, which means today...... started with the Islam not islam and what not just because my best friend is Muslim!!! Aiyo!!!!! Mother !!!!! Pork is Too tasty!!! Nyiammmm!!!!!!!!!
Than she funny....... in the afternoon after i have clean up the mess at the computer desk........ Just got to know quite dusty!! T__T
What a nice and adventures Weekend!! Landed up no where...... but here in the house!!! hahahahaha!!!
Mother Singing!! Dad accompany her.... Sister watching Football!! (hate that game) and me ....... sitting down here typing my blog.
Fantastic Weekend.
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee
First she started screaming at the room we both now stay in and then she has got this very fantastic link topic sense and the conversation ended up in a topic call Friends and Outing..... (How Wonderful) Very Well.
Okie Start of with the ROOM.....
okie.... she starts entering my room and throw the clothes out of my room to the staircase which is very near....... then i saw it, i pick it up and keep it in the room. Dad wanted to shower ....... he then saw the Clothes there again..... there the scream started.
Then..... Carry on with this Bilik Gudang Cleaning going on in my room. I was very frustrated as i take a whole lot of clothes and throw it all on to my bed and what surprise me is that i throw about 75% of my clothed away......
Too Angry already...... At the end i don't know what i have throw away..... better not to know...... then i will pick it up!! hahahaha!!! Now i have new reasons to buy new clothes...... and no more question.!!!
Shopping Spree..!!! Coming!!! Shopping, i am coming.....
Then on Sunday, which means today...... started with the Islam not islam and what not just because my best friend is Muslim!!! Aiyo!!!!! Mother !!!!! Pork is Too tasty!!! Nyiammmm!!!!!!!!!
Than she funny....... in the afternoon after i have clean up the mess at the computer desk........ Just got to know quite dusty!! T__T
What a nice and adventures Weekend!! Landed up no where...... but here in the house!!! hahahahaha!!!
Mother Singing!! Dad accompany her.... Sister watching Football!! (hate that game) and me ....... sitting down here typing my blog.
Fantastic Weekend.
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Moments................Dreams and Soul
Dream,
Where i see you in my Soul,
A place where i lay my thoughts,
A wisdom that I received Upon Him,
Shadows that play in my mind.
Dream,
You are there when i always whisper,
Like a follower that is like Gifted,
Within the mind and creation of beauty,
A land with a Holy spirit of destiny.
Soul,
You are just looking,
Wondering like always,
A place where you can seek inner peace,
Palace of the Mankind Blossom Truth.
Soul,
Destiny you might find,
A winding road that might just be there,
Love and care you always have them,
A piece of soul with more than you can have them.
Composed by Pei Yee Soo
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee.
Where i see you in my Soul,
A place where i lay my thoughts,
A wisdom that I received Upon Him,
Shadows that play in my mind.
Dream,
You are there when i always whisper,
Like a follower that is like Gifted,
Within the mind and creation of beauty,
A land with a Holy spirit of destiny.
Soul,
You are just looking,
Wondering like always,
A place where you can seek inner peace,
Palace of the Mankind Blossom Truth.
Soul,
Destiny you might find,
A winding road that might just be there,
Love and care you always have them,
A piece of soul with more than you can have them.
Composed by Pei Yee Soo
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee.
Friday, September 19, 2008
I found Myself!
I am not lost..... i have found myself and makes things right for me now. Certain thing is hard to take control of. I just realize that! How bad yea??
I am Glad my prayer answered where i am not confuse anymore. I really thank God i make the decision to Work at least i am occupied with something and never think so much.... if not i surely go crazy.......... Then Mel have to come stay with me and make me feel alright.....
Don't worry to all my friend...... I am okie and everything here is under my control and no problem............
Thank you to each of my wonderful friend i have and i think am bless to have them with me.
My Ta Jie and Yeh Yeh in the office who cares for me and never stop keeping me happy.... I am very thankful for that!!!
To my friends where no matter is a bad time i am in or the most prosperous time yet i know you all are always there for me and always ready to help and listen and i am known as a Chatter Box!!! Yea!!! Anyone........?? The title is up for grab!!! Chatter Queen!!!! Record!!!! 10 Hours On Phone!!!
Trust the Destiny that you want them to lead you to!!! That more about yourself!!
Pine Gurl!!!
Pei Yee
I am Glad my prayer answered where i am not confuse anymore. I really thank God i make the decision to Work at least i am occupied with something and never think so much.... if not i surely go crazy.......... Then Mel have to come stay with me and make me feel alright.....
Don't worry to all my friend...... I am okie and everything here is under my control and no problem............
Thank you to each of my wonderful friend i have and i think am bless to have them with me.
My Ta Jie and Yeh Yeh in the office who cares for me and never stop keeping me happy.... I am very thankful for that!!!
To my friends where no matter is a bad time i am in or the most prosperous time yet i know you all are always there for me and always ready to help and listen and i am known as a Chatter Box!!! Yea!!! Anyone........?? The title is up for grab!!! Chatter Queen!!!! Record!!!! 10 Hours On Phone!!!
Trust the Destiny that you want them to lead you to!!! That more about yourself!!
Pine Gurl!!!
Pei Yee
Thursday, September 18, 2008
My Two Special Friend!
This poem is dedicated to Miss Susie and Mr Dominic Au. My Masters.......My Ta Jie, and Most of all Yeh Yeh!!!!
Chery bloom by months,
Crystal shine by the sun,
Time we shared,
A moment of memories done,
Bitter or sweet are just fun,
A friend i found,
A treasure i have received,
Upon the bless by God I Belief,
You are the Friend I found in the Cherry Bloom Month.
A friend of one in a Million but I've Found!!!
Composed by Pei Yee Soo.
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee
Chery bloom by months,
Crystal shine by the sun,
Time we shared,
A moment of memories done,
Bitter or sweet are just fun,
A friend i found,
A treasure i have received,
Upon the bless by God I Belief,
You are the Friend I found in the Cherry Bloom Month.
A friend of one in a Million but I've Found!!!
Composed by Pei Yee Soo.
Pine Gurl.
Pei Yee
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
In The Mids Of Purity in Mind!
Yesterday was a terrible day for me. It was alright from the time i woke up and to office and then Dinner but not after that......
I wonder where is the true friend that i once know him so well but not now. It was the message that i received from my Jie Mei then immediately i place down the phone i receive a message to switch off my phone due to a person that never want to learn about her mistake and still thinks is so called right Keep on calling me to disturb me. (Annoyed)
I did not answer to phone. Surprisingly this time around i did not do what i use to do back then. I have grown up a lot over the years and the moment and environment forces me to adapt the situation i am in.
I was thinking to myself although Mel console me but is natural to keep thinking to yourself that what did i do to get all this annoying Human call and what not...... The thing is the ex neighbour who get the person not me..... being a friend to him i was in a situation like this. (BIG HUGE SIGH)
Calling the Missed Call total of it about 15 of them..... If i don't know i would thought what emergency is that!!! Kekekee..!!!What a crazy person that is!!! As for i know she took away a friend of mine and now she wants to hurt his friend again..... Come on..... Grow Up Kid..!!! Is over!!! Everything between you and my friend is totally over and what is that to talk about!!! (Such an Idiot)
Things that i think about wasn't about her..... is more about why my friend a person i know and trust can just tell something to a person like that!!! I mean come on!!! Tell someone else i couldn't be bothered but why her..... and some more is about me!! IS THE SITUATION I AM IN NOW NOT HURTFUL ENOUGH THAT YOU IN A MIND OF NO WHERE JUST TELL EVERYTHING!!!!
I don't know where this leads me! All i know is that many things is out of my control.
I am confuse about people around me that i once know them. I am confuse about myself... Why all this where i live my life Fabulously.
Regardless now...... I will emo and Sad in a Fabulous Manner...... but yet i belief God is there to shine His child to a road that she belong to.
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee
I wonder where is the true friend that i once know him so well but not now. It was the message that i received from my Jie Mei then immediately i place down the phone i receive a message to switch off my phone due to a person that never want to learn about her mistake and still thinks is so called right Keep on calling me to disturb me. (Annoyed)
I did not answer to phone. Surprisingly this time around i did not do what i use to do back then. I have grown up a lot over the years and the moment and environment forces me to adapt the situation i am in.
I was thinking to myself although Mel console me but is natural to keep thinking to yourself that what did i do to get all this annoying Human call and what not...... The thing is the ex neighbour who get the person not me..... being a friend to him i was in a situation like this. (BIG HUGE SIGH)
Calling the Missed Call total of it about 15 of them..... If i don't know i would thought what emergency is that!!! Kekekee..!!!What a crazy person that is!!! As for i know she took away a friend of mine and now she wants to hurt his friend again..... Come on..... Grow Up Kid..!!! Is over!!! Everything between you and my friend is totally over and what is that to talk about!!! (Such an Idiot)
Things that i think about wasn't about her..... is more about why my friend a person i know and trust can just tell something to a person like that!!! I mean come on!!! Tell someone else i couldn't be bothered but why her..... and some more is about me!! IS THE SITUATION I AM IN NOW NOT HURTFUL ENOUGH THAT YOU IN A MIND OF NO WHERE JUST TELL EVERYTHING!!!!
I don't know where this leads me! All i know is that many things is out of my control.
I am confuse about people around me that i once know them. I am confuse about myself... Why all this where i live my life Fabulously.
Regardless now...... I will emo and Sad in a Fabulous Manner...... but yet i belief God is there to shine His child to a road that she belong to.
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee
Sunday, September 14, 2008
At Mid Valley Shopping then CamWhore!!!
In Oh Sushi Restaurant..... The is No more Place in Chilies!!! 
I bought that piece of Black Top.
At mid Valley Centre CourtPhotograph by Ishmael Ho
Pine Gurl
Pei Yee.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Rainbow Paradise
I wonder in the past without thinking hard
The whistle of the breeze is like the sound of loneliness
The leaves are falling and I'm in such a dilemma
My heart is full of loneliness and darkness.
If I don't care I"ll be happier
Regret is besetting me
Struggling to shake off, only to delay it
There's only empty talks and sighs
I can't forget the memories and free myself from the entanglement
I can't find the direction to the heaven of rainbow
But there's your love
The happiness you bring caresses my wound
The two of us live together till we're old
Soaring in the starry shinning sky
You are by my side
The whistle of the breeze is like the sound of loneliness
The leaves are falling and I'm in such a dilemma
My heart is full of loneliness and darkness.
If I don't care I"ll be happier
Regret is besetting me
Struggling to shake off, only to delay it
There's only empty talks and sighs
I can't forget the memories and free myself from the entanglement
I can't find the direction to the heaven of rainbow
But there's your love
The happiness you bring caresses my wound
The two of us live together till we're old
Soaring in the starry shinning sky
You are by my side
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
Penang the Hilarious Trip!!!!
30th August 2008
-Start the journey at 6 in the morning.
-Meet my aunt at the First North-South Express Toll.
-In total seven cars (28 person Including two Babies in total)
-Sleep through the journey till we reach Ipoh.
-As the matter of fact I only slept about two hours the day before.
-Went to eat the Famous Ipoh Hor Fun and the Tau Geh Chicken!
-Spend about two hours there.
-Journey Continue....... All the way to Penang.......
-Arrive about 2.30 in the afternoon. Weather is hot and We all about ten of us Jump in the pool.Immediately as we check in!
-Went to somewhere near Gurney Drive at night for Dinner and then we eat until about RM350 our table six combine tables.....hahahaha....
-Till late night we all when to a seaside bar nearby and we sat there till about 1 in the morning.
31st August 2008
Despite the fact that is Merdeka but I don't feel the Mood in Penang people unlike the KL people. Okie this is what we did on Independence Celebration:
-Sad to say I was the Last person to be prepared and leave. (Miss Amor Amor)
-When to Lorong Selamat to eat Penang Char Kuey Teow.
-The aunty who fried the Noodle only open at 11 sharp no earlier no later.
-Reach There earlier about 10.30 a.m so have to wait.
-Meanwhile waiting we when to eat Penang Prawn Noodles.... Is also Nice.
-After that we went to the Famous Char Kuey Teow in Penang. Yess...... Damn nice.
-Went to Him Heang for the Biscuit but closed. So went to Ghee Hiang To purchase.
-All together about 200 boxes of Biscuit..... They Lost Count.hahahaha!!!
-After eating so so much when to Kek Lok Si temple.
-walk until the Babies asked to be carried.
-on the way back to the Hotel, All sleep in the Car.!! Very Quiet Moment!!
-Reach Hotel due to the weather we all look for Swimming Pool!
-Swim again!
-At night we went to the food court near our hotel just by walking distant.
-the Figure went up to about RM350 as well.
-Night we all to the Seaside bar.
-Two Bucket of Calsberg
1st September 2008
-Went down for Breakfast for 20 person in the end they also lost count and all of us went in to have breakfast. Wink!
-Check Out
-Went Swimming and Sun Bathing!
-Gone a Little Brown Now!
-Left about 12 sharp.
-Drive using the Ferry to transport us back to Main Land.
-1/3 of the ferry level is fully occupied by our cars.
-Drive all the way back to Ipoh again.
-We eat the curry Chicken Bread there very famous and nice.
-we ordered about nine dish and the Bill Came up to Only RM for 28 person! Very Very Cheap! We have vegetables, Fish, and Pork and some seafood.
-All big eater!
-Continue Journey ...... Went to Tapah Rest House. Buy Fruits..........
*** The Funny thing is when we are on the way back everyone have a different timing of toiet! After The Babies the Adults!!! We are happy as no one got sick in the Trip and nothing happen!! Thank You God for love and Shine and blessed us with a Safe Journey!
Pei Yee.
-Start the journey at 6 in the morning.
-Meet my aunt at the First North-South Express Toll.
-In total seven cars (28 person Including two Babies in total)
-Sleep through the journey till we reach Ipoh.
-As the matter of fact I only slept about two hours the day before.
-Went to eat the Famous Ipoh Hor Fun and the Tau Geh Chicken!
-Spend about two hours there.
-Journey Continue....... All the way to Penang.......
-Arrive about 2.30 in the afternoon. Weather is hot and We all about ten of us Jump in the pool.Immediately as we check in!
-Went to somewhere near Gurney Drive at night for Dinner and then we eat until about RM350 our table six combine tables.....hahahaha....
-Till late night we all when to a seaside bar nearby and we sat there till about 1 in the morning.
31st August 2008
Despite the fact that is Merdeka but I don't feel the Mood in Penang people unlike the KL people. Okie this is what we did on Independence Celebration:
-Sad to say I was the Last person to be prepared and leave. (Miss Amor Amor)
-When to Lorong Selamat to eat Penang Char Kuey Teow.
-The aunty who fried the Noodle only open at 11 sharp no earlier no later.
-Reach There earlier about 10.30 a.m so have to wait.
-Meanwhile waiting we when to eat Penang Prawn Noodles.... Is also Nice.
-After that we went to the Famous Char Kuey Teow in Penang. Yess...... Damn nice.
-Went to Him Heang for the Biscuit but closed. So went to Ghee Hiang To purchase.
-All together about 200 boxes of Biscuit..... They Lost Count.hahahaha!!!
-After eating so so much when to Kek Lok Si temple.
-walk until the Babies asked to be carried.
-on the way back to the Hotel, All sleep in the Car.!! Very Quiet Moment!!
-Reach Hotel due to the weather we all look for Swimming Pool!
-Swim again!
-At night we went to the food court near our hotel just by walking distant.
-the Figure went up to about RM350 as well.
-Night we all to the Seaside bar.
-Two Bucket of Calsberg
1st September 2008
-Went down for Breakfast for 20 person in the end they also lost count and all of us went in to have breakfast. Wink!
-Check Out
-Went Swimming and Sun Bathing!
-Gone a Little Brown Now!
-Left about 12 sharp.
-Drive using the Ferry to transport us back to Main Land.
-1/3 of the ferry level is fully occupied by our cars.
-Drive all the way back to Ipoh again.
-We eat the curry Chicken Bread there very famous and nice.
-we ordered about nine dish and the Bill Came up to Only RM for 28 person! Very Very Cheap! We have vegetables, Fish, and Pork and some seafood.
-All big eater!
-Continue Journey ...... Went to Tapah Rest House. Buy Fruits..........
*** The Funny thing is when we are on the way back everyone have a different timing of toiet! After The Babies the Adults!!! We are happy as no one got sick in the Trip and nothing happen!! Thank You God for love and Shine and blessed us with a Safe Journey!
Pei Yee.
Friday, August 29, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
I dare not hope
I see it coming,
Narrow my vision,
Deep down my heart.
Deep cut through it silently,
But very much Smiling at the surface above,
Craziest moment I had,
Wonderful things that Happen
Shall be memories remain.
Smile the way i was,
Shadow the happiness through,
Kisses the Pain away,
Just thinking why is still there.
A hug that make me cry,
A hug that make my Heart beat quick,
A hug that I will treasure most,
A hug that shall remain in Memories.
Shedding tears in me,
Placing the Smile I painted on,
Gracious love might be there,
But Tears and rolling.
Lonely there goes my heart,
A broken heart by its own,
Walking through the life again,
I pray It will be strong than before.
Compose by: Pei Yee. (Pine Gurl)
I see it coming,
Narrow my vision,
Deep down my heart.
Deep cut through it silently,
But very much Smiling at the surface above,
Craziest moment I had,
Wonderful things that Happen
Shall be memories remain.
Smile the way i was,
Shadow the happiness through,
Kisses the Pain away,
Just thinking why is still there.
A hug that make me cry,
A hug that make my Heart beat quick,
A hug that I will treasure most,
A hug that shall remain in Memories.
Shedding tears in me,
Placing the Smile I painted on,
Gracious love might be there,
But Tears and rolling.
Lonely there goes my heart,
A broken heart by its own,
Walking through the life again,
I pray It will be strong than before.
Compose by: Pei Yee. (Pine Gurl)
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